carriewriting
24-04-20, 12:51
Today was my son's 21st birthday and we had lunch outside on our deck. My dad and brother came over as we are allowed to have up to 2 visitors and we sat outside the whole time 1.5m apart.
But when he was leaving my Dad got emotional and really wanted a photo with my kids (21 and 16) and I caved and said they could. We took the photo outside on the deck and it was less than a minute but immediately I regretted it and am now freaking out that they are going to get the virus as they were right next to each other.
Rationally I know this is unlikely. My kids have only left the house once in 6 weeks that wasn't for exercise and that was to get the flu shot at the doctor's.
My dad only leaves the house to go to the doctor for blood tests every two weeks. He lives with my brother who always wears a mask when he goes out, which is only to the supermarket as he lost his job a few weeks ago.
I always wear a mask and gloves when I go to the supermarket, which is the only place I've been in the past 8 weeks apart from my flu shot. I wash my hands so much my skin is peeling.
There is no evidence of community transmission of the virus in my small city. We have only had 100 cases and most of them are from people who caught the virus overseas. We've tested 2.5% of our population and they've been negative.
I know the risk is small, but I am freaking out that my dad or kids are going to get sick now and it will be all my fault.
I have had health anxiety for 15 years and can't believe I was so stupid.
Please learn from my mistake. Stay vigilant and keep social distancing.
But when he was leaving my Dad got emotional and really wanted a photo with my kids (21 and 16) and I caved and said they could. We took the photo outside on the deck and it was less than a minute but immediately I regretted it and am now freaking out that they are going to get the virus as they were right next to each other.
Rationally I know this is unlikely. My kids have only left the house once in 6 weeks that wasn't for exercise and that was to get the flu shot at the doctor's.
My dad only leaves the house to go to the doctor for blood tests every two weeks. He lives with my brother who always wears a mask when he goes out, which is only to the supermarket as he lost his job a few weeks ago.
I always wear a mask and gloves when I go to the supermarket, which is the only place I've been in the past 8 weeks apart from my flu shot. I wash my hands so much my skin is peeling.
There is no evidence of community transmission of the virus in my small city. We have only had 100 cases and most of them are from people who caught the virus overseas. We've tested 2.5% of our population and they've been negative.
I know the risk is small, but I am freaking out that my dad or kids are going to get sick now and it will be all my fault.
I have had health anxiety for 15 years and can't believe I was so stupid.
Please learn from my mistake. Stay vigilant and keep social distancing.