spacebunnyx
16-10-07, 13:26
heya everyone,
having a bad day today. i've just found out that my grandmother is being seen for suspected bowel cancer (it doesn't look good) and i'm so worried about her. i want to be strong for her and the rest of my family if it is indeed bad news, but i'm finding it so hard. all i hear about is people being ill with this nasty disease and i'm just starting to get over my own cervical precancer scare.
i feel terrible because i've always been so wrapped up in my own fears. i still feel shakey and really don't want to get into a massive state of anxiety over this where i can't function or be of support.
my grandfather died of the same illness years ago and i know my father has frequent checks. i hate this awful illness and i hate the hold it has over my family and myself.
has anyone been through similar? i would really appreciate any advice
peace and love
jess xxx
having a bad day today. i've just found out that my grandmother is being seen for suspected bowel cancer (it doesn't look good) and i'm so worried about her. i want to be strong for her and the rest of my family if it is indeed bad news, but i'm finding it so hard. all i hear about is people being ill with this nasty disease and i'm just starting to get over my own cervical precancer scare.
i feel terrible because i've always been so wrapped up in my own fears. i still feel shakey and really don't want to get into a massive state of anxiety over this where i can't function or be of support.
my grandfather died of the same illness years ago and i know my father has frequent checks. i hate this awful illness and i hate the hold it has over my family and myself.
has anyone been through similar? i would really appreciate any advice
peace and love
jess xxx