andy2020
19-10-07, 22:31
hi guys,
not posted for a while but needed to get this off my chest as i live alone;-((
i have a friend lady she is 58 the most genuine honest person you could meet i have known her for around 4 years but i never told her about my anxiety/agarophobia and she says to me when are you gonna come visit me (she only lives like less than 1 mile away) i would lie or make excuses why i couldnt go to see her or say i would go and didnt,
well i say her in the local shop where she works and she told me that she had to go to hospital for a biopsy and tests when i called her tonight she told me she had cancer of the liver and bowels,
she is so positive and it dosent seem to be bothering her atall she is such a positvive person anyway but she genuinly dosent seem that bothered by it all??
can you really be that positive about somethin she talks about only been off work while she is having kemo but the prognosis isnt that good the doctors couldnt give any details of how long she has,
ny point is ii guess if someone can be that positive about cancer what am i doing worrying about such a small thing like i have>???makes me feel ashamed knowoing she is dieing and i cannot get myself out of this sellfish condition anxiety/agarophobia
i did tell her tonight my secret illness and said we would support each other,so now i hvae a goal to get out and go to her house to see her,
needed to talk sorry i went on,
thanks
andy
not posted for a while but needed to get this off my chest as i live alone;-((
i have a friend lady she is 58 the most genuine honest person you could meet i have known her for around 4 years but i never told her about my anxiety/agarophobia and she says to me when are you gonna come visit me (she only lives like less than 1 mile away) i would lie or make excuses why i couldnt go to see her or say i would go and didnt,
well i say her in the local shop where she works and she told me that she had to go to hospital for a biopsy and tests when i called her tonight she told me she had cancer of the liver and bowels,
she is so positive and it dosent seem to be bothering her atall she is such a positvive person anyway but she genuinly dosent seem that bothered by it all??
can you really be that positive about somethin she talks about only been off work while she is having kemo but the prognosis isnt that good the doctors couldnt give any details of how long she has,
ny point is ii guess if someone can be that positive about cancer what am i doing worrying about such a small thing like i have>???makes me feel ashamed knowoing she is dieing and i cannot get myself out of this sellfish condition anxiety/agarophobia
i did tell her tonight my secret illness and said we would support each other,so now i hvae a goal to get out and go to her house to see her,
needed to talk sorry i went on,
thanks
andy