UserName20
03-07-20, 03:29
Hey guys! So my old account some of you may recognize, UserName16. I had reset my password awhile back and it was many random numbers and stuff I had in my notes, well I accidentally deleted the note off my phone! And my email attached to my account I had recently deleted as I was getting a lot of horrible and vulgar spam every minute in it! So that led me to have to make a new one, just wanted to clarify that right off the bat! I decided to name it UserName20 since when I made my old account I was 16 and I’m 20 now! Ha!
I started my medicine about a week and a half ago, and I can say that I have felt improvement! I know the effects take a couple of weeks to kick in, but I am honestly not sure if it is the medicine or if I have been able to overpower my anxiety a bit on my own, but I have felt much calmer! I have gone days without worry! Well, there will be little worries, but it is like I can think more rationally about them. Hoping it continues. I have another appointment in a couple of weeks for my doctor to determine the effectiveness and if she should up my dosage, but I am honestly pretty proud of myself. Just wanted to first share some positive! I feel like it’s been awhile since I have been able to! She does want to me to consider having therapy at some point in the future instead of just relying on medicine.
Next, I recently returned back to work as a cashier. There are x marks where customers are supposed to stand, but none do, most come directly up to me very close. Next, the place I work requires masks, but most people have it pulled down under their nose, or all the way down to their chin or even completely off. Many people come through coughing, and it seems like the one’s who sound sick are the ones who can’t seem to wear it properly! And I understand that some have breathing problems, but I just wish that those who are able to wear it properly would and would be more considerate. I had one guy today with the mask in his hand, waving it around while he hacked and kept telling his friend “I gotta get out of here, man!” He also made a “she will pay dearly.” Comment as he left! Not sure what that was about!
I use hand sanitizer constantly, I wear my mask correctly, I wash my hands when I go on break and after I clock out. I come home and disinfect my keys and phone, I immediately throw all of my clothes and mask in the wash and I shower and wash my hair and change into fresh clothes. I am doing everything i can to stay safe. I know as with everything that I should focus on things in this situation that I can control. I am just wondering how others who deal with the public deal with the stress. Being around coughing people all day does really bother me and kind of wear me down.
Hope you are all doing well and staying safe.
I started my medicine about a week and a half ago, and I can say that I have felt improvement! I know the effects take a couple of weeks to kick in, but I am honestly not sure if it is the medicine or if I have been able to overpower my anxiety a bit on my own, but I have felt much calmer! I have gone days without worry! Well, there will be little worries, but it is like I can think more rationally about them. Hoping it continues. I have another appointment in a couple of weeks for my doctor to determine the effectiveness and if she should up my dosage, but I am honestly pretty proud of myself. Just wanted to first share some positive! I feel like it’s been awhile since I have been able to! She does want to me to consider having therapy at some point in the future instead of just relying on medicine.
Next, I recently returned back to work as a cashier. There are x marks where customers are supposed to stand, but none do, most come directly up to me very close. Next, the place I work requires masks, but most people have it pulled down under their nose, or all the way down to their chin or even completely off. Many people come through coughing, and it seems like the one’s who sound sick are the ones who can’t seem to wear it properly! And I understand that some have breathing problems, but I just wish that those who are able to wear it properly would and would be more considerate. I had one guy today with the mask in his hand, waving it around while he hacked and kept telling his friend “I gotta get out of here, man!” He also made a “she will pay dearly.” Comment as he left! Not sure what that was about!
I use hand sanitizer constantly, I wear my mask correctly, I wash my hands when I go on break and after I clock out. I come home and disinfect my keys and phone, I immediately throw all of my clothes and mask in the wash and I shower and wash my hair and change into fresh clothes. I am doing everything i can to stay safe. I know as with everything that I should focus on things in this situation that I can control. I am just wondering how others who deal with the public deal with the stress. Being around coughing people all day does really bother me and kind of wear me down.
Hope you are all doing well and staying safe.