ScaredCaz
17-07-20, 21:53
Hi all
I am in need of some help I am really struggling with quite a few things but everything is all over the place because of my HA
I have had a bad few weeks around 6/8 now with panic attacks anxiety and a whole load of symptoms that scare me stiff
I keep crying all my family know( hubby,3 grown daughters and 18 yr old son with Autism)
I have spoke to my doctor loads only been to see her once because I was so scared it was my heart I begged her to see me other than that it’s been on the phone
I have pain in my left shoulder that I think is a impending heart attack I get chest tightness the top of my chest just below my neck feels like it’s burning my arms ache again I think this is a heart attack I get little niggle pains in my chest that last less than a second but long enough to start a panic attack
My neck and top of my back are stiff and painful I can’t find anything to relief it my jaw hurts feels stiff sometime my ears feel blocked and sore my knees ache
Every now and then I just come over with a weird feeling like in the next few seconds something is definitely going to happen I picture myself collapse paramedics coming (I have a real bad fear of hospitals)
I have ibs fibromyalgia under active thyroid and HA apart from blood tests I haven’t had any other tests nothing on my heart my bowels my muscles I could have anything for all I know but the thought of being referred to the hospital for tests is so so terrifying for me I don’t know how I would cope but at the same time given the fact that I have had no tests how can the doctors know I don’t have something nasty going on?
I have a blood test scheduled for Monday doc is checking my hormones (I’m 47) making sore this isn’t the change I am going to be petrified all next week in case I get a phone call but as much as I don’t want one what answers do I have if they all come back normal?
I want to feel better I want to go back to work and put this bad episode behind me this has been so much worse than any other time I am constantly scared
Thanks for reading I would appreciate any help at all 😔
I am in need of some help I am really struggling with quite a few things but everything is all over the place because of my HA
I have had a bad few weeks around 6/8 now with panic attacks anxiety and a whole load of symptoms that scare me stiff
I keep crying all my family know( hubby,3 grown daughters and 18 yr old son with Autism)
I have spoke to my doctor loads only been to see her once because I was so scared it was my heart I begged her to see me other than that it’s been on the phone
I have pain in my left shoulder that I think is a impending heart attack I get chest tightness the top of my chest just below my neck feels like it’s burning my arms ache again I think this is a heart attack I get little niggle pains in my chest that last less than a second but long enough to start a panic attack
My neck and top of my back are stiff and painful I can’t find anything to relief it my jaw hurts feels stiff sometime my ears feel blocked and sore my knees ache
Every now and then I just come over with a weird feeling like in the next few seconds something is definitely going to happen I picture myself collapse paramedics coming (I have a real bad fear of hospitals)
I have ibs fibromyalgia under active thyroid and HA apart from blood tests I haven’t had any other tests nothing on my heart my bowels my muscles I could have anything for all I know but the thought of being referred to the hospital for tests is so so terrifying for me I don’t know how I would cope but at the same time given the fact that I have had no tests how can the doctors know I don’t have something nasty going on?
I have a blood test scheduled for Monday doc is checking my hormones (I’m 47) making sore this isn’t the change I am going to be petrified all next week in case I get a phone call but as much as I don’t want one what answers do I have if they all come back normal?
I want to feel better I want to go back to work and put this bad episode behind me this has been so much worse than any other time I am constantly scared
Thanks for reading I would appreciate any help at all 😔