ConstantWorrying
27-07-20, 02:24
I've dealt with occasional unexplained bruises for the last 5 years. Started noticing the odd petechia in 2014. Actually, I noticed petichiae on my gums in 2010, and thought I was developing periodontitis. Those eventually went away and I haven't had them since, so I have no idea what the deal was. I would say I started to develop an indolent leukemia back then, but I've had other bizarre symptoms dating back even further, such as the spontaneous hypertrophic scars.
See, this is what I mean. I'm developing objectively abnormal symptoms, yet I have so many of them that I sound like a crazy hypochondriac when I list them all. And I am a hypochondriac on top of actually having something bizarre wrong with my body.
I wonder if the asymmetry in my abdomen/the thin horizontal bulge could be caused by swollen organs from an indolent leukemia. I figure it's either that, or some kind of genetic disorder that made me more susceptible to cancers, and I developed multiple forms.
The only hope I have is it's some kind of autoimmune disease. The fact I started developing urticaria several years ago is the only thing giving me hope.
See, this is what I mean. I'm developing objectively abnormal symptoms, yet I have so many of them that I sound like a crazy hypochondriac when I list them all. And I am a hypochondriac on top of actually having something bizarre wrong with my body.
I wonder if the asymmetry in my abdomen/the thin horizontal bulge could be caused by swollen organs from an indolent leukemia. I figure it's either that, or some kind of genetic disorder that made me more susceptible to cancers, and I developed multiple forms.
The only hope I have is it's some kind of autoimmune disease. The fact I started developing urticaria several years ago is the only thing giving me hope.