fairycake
25-10-07, 21:26
well hiya everyone :)
iv just joined here. looking forward to meeting you all and getting to know you.
i suffer from anxiety and depression :( im 22, engaged and have a 4 year old girl. im from Ayr in scotland but now live in north wales.
my anxiety is terable in the morning and has been stopping me getting out and some days has even stopped me getting my daughter to school. :( i have the odd panic attack here and there but the past week iv had 2 :ohmy: which isnt good. i seem to have them when im in the car waiting at traffic lights, traffic jam, drive thro, places like that where iv stopped. i hate them and cant stand it. i get so fed up and more depressed. i was in a right state lastnight, i just wanted to die so that it would all be over with.
i keep asking myself 'why me'. why does this happen to me. i just dont understand it, i really don't.
i see a counciler about once a month not that it does much good. it feels like no one really cares about me or getting past all this. don't want to sound too self pittyish there but you know what i mean.
iv just joined here. looking forward to meeting you all and getting to know you.
i suffer from anxiety and depression :( im 22, engaged and have a 4 year old girl. im from Ayr in scotland but now live in north wales.
my anxiety is terable in the morning and has been stopping me getting out and some days has even stopped me getting my daughter to school. :( i have the odd panic attack here and there but the past week iv had 2 :ohmy: which isnt good. i seem to have them when im in the car waiting at traffic lights, traffic jam, drive thro, places like that where iv stopped. i hate them and cant stand it. i get so fed up and more depressed. i was in a right state lastnight, i just wanted to die so that it would all be over with.
i keep asking myself 'why me'. why does this happen to me. i just dont understand it, i really don't.
i see a counciler about once a month not that it does much good. it feels like no one really cares about me or getting past all this. don't want to sound too self pittyish there but you know what i mean.