eeyorelover
04-11-07, 02:58
I don't normally lose my cool too easily but I'm flippin mad!!!
This is the first year that I have PLANNED to go Black Friday shopping!!
It's my FAV shopping day of the whole year and I love goin but usually cuz of my agoraphobia me and Jerry (the hubby) go alone so I can make a bee line out of the store if I get to feelin panicy.
This year I've really made some progress against this thing that has had such a hold on me for so long!!!
I invited my mother in law and sister in law to go with us!!
Have to leave the house at 3:30 in the morning to be able to go and pick them up and still make it to the store to stand in line at 5am!!!
But I wanted them to go cuz they've never been and I like it so much I wanted to include them!!!
Now I find out they don't want to go cuz what if Sandy has to leave and then we can't finish our shopping!!!!
GRRRRRRRRR
WHAT AM I A BALL AND CHAIN???
They said that 'with my emotional problems I'm too hard to predict'!!!
EMOTIONAL PROBLEMS??
ARE YOU FLIPPIN KIDDING ME???
I invited them and their acting like this??
So now Jer is upset cuz I'm upset and of course the whole thing has me wanting to apologise cuz Lord knows I can't have anyone upset - then it's all my fault!!! LOL
But you know what???
I'm so sick of people acting like it's something I can turn on and off like a light switch!!! Or like just cuz I was housebound it made me weaker in their eyes!!!!!!!
I've made it dang far and I'm proud of myself!!!
So I'm gonna go shopping with Jerry and have a good time and they can f...sorry - they can pee up a rope :)
Sorry about the novel!!!
Rant officially over :lac:
xxx
Sandy
This is the first year that I have PLANNED to go Black Friday shopping!!
It's my FAV shopping day of the whole year and I love goin but usually cuz of my agoraphobia me and Jerry (the hubby) go alone so I can make a bee line out of the store if I get to feelin panicy.
This year I've really made some progress against this thing that has had such a hold on me for so long!!!
I invited my mother in law and sister in law to go with us!!
Have to leave the house at 3:30 in the morning to be able to go and pick them up and still make it to the store to stand in line at 5am!!!
But I wanted them to go cuz they've never been and I like it so much I wanted to include them!!!
Now I find out they don't want to go cuz what if Sandy has to leave and then we can't finish our shopping!!!!
GRRRRRRRRR
WHAT AM I A BALL AND CHAIN???
They said that 'with my emotional problems I'm too hard to predict'!!!
EMOTIONAL PROBLEMS??
ARE YOU FLIPPIN KIDDING ME???
I invited them and their acting like this??
So now Jer is upset cuz I'm upset and of course the whole thing has me wanting to apologise cuz Lord knows I can't have anyone upset - then it's all my fault!!! LOL
But you know what???
I'm so sick of people acting like it's something I can turn on and off like a light switch!!! Or like just cuz I was housebound it made me weaker in their eyes!!!!!!!
I've made it dang far and I'm proud of myself!!!
So I'm gonna go shopping with Jerry and have a good time and they can f...sorry - they can pee up a rope :)
Sorry about the novel!!!
Rant officially over :lac:
xxx
Sandy