katniss
26-01-21, 23:06
Hey everyone! Hope everyone is coping and doing well.
I’ve had such a strange few months since September. Starting with swallowing issues, then speech, etc; Now it’s my left leg. It feels funny when I walk. Now I’ve had a restless feeling in it since yesterday. Maybe it’s my new workout? I don’t know. But neuro disorders like ALS are on my mind. I googled stupidly and saw the babibski reflex. I’ve done this several times now with a key, a pencil, etc; NO response! It freaked me out. I don’t want to do it. I don’t want to care. I know I’m going to keep checking and I really really don’t want to. I want to get out of this rabbit hole. But I know I won’t stop til I see a negative or positive response. But I’m afraid of checking over and over again. What if I get a positive response? Please someone help :(
I’ve had such a strange few months since September. Starting with swallowing issues, then speech, etc; Now it’s my left leg. It feels funny when I walk. Now I’ve had a restless feeling in it since yesterday. Maybe it’s my new workout? I don’t know. But neuro disorders like ALS are on my mind. I googled stupidly and saw the babibski reflex. I’ve done this several times now with a key, a pencil, etc; NO response! It freaked me out. I don’t want to do it. I don’t want to care. I know I’m going to keep checking and I really really don’t want to. I want to get out of this rabbit hole. But I know I won’t stop til I see a negative or positive response. But I’m afraid of checking over and over again. What if I get a positive response? Please someone help :(