flatterycat
08-03-21, 09:40
I have got myself into a real mess. Am really struggling with anxiety at the moment and been working hard on it.
But after checking some pains in my armpits I could feel a big hard ball right deep inside. I panicked then checked the other one. I thought I found something similar but not as big. I went to doctor who examined me and said she couldn’t feel anything. So off I went.
Over the weekend I started checking again and there’s no doubt about it, I am feel a big hard area. It’s particularly apparent in certain positions and I have to push hard but there’s no mistaking it. When I compare it to the other side i think I can feel it there too but not as big.
I have seen my doctor again this morning who checked and can’t feel it. She said I may be feeling normal muscle and that if she has no concern at all apart from my anxiety.
Am I feeling something that’s always been there and is part of me or should I believe my doctor? I can’t think rationally at all.
But after checking some pains in my armpits I could feel a big hard ball right deep inside. I panicked then checked the other one. I thought I found something similar but not as big. I went to doctor who examined me and said she couldn’t feel anything. So off I went.
Over the weekend I started checking again and there’s no doubt about it, I am feel a big hard area. It’s particularly apparent in certain positions and I have to push hard but there’s no mistaking it. When I compare it to the other side i think I can feel it there too but not as big.
I have seen my doctor again this morning who checked and can’t feel it. She said I may be feeling normal muscle and that if she has no concern at all apart from my anxiety.
Am I feeling something that’s always been there and is part of me or should I believe my doctor? I can’t think rationally at all.