Enola79
08-04-21, 09:09
Hello all,
Enola here, Let’s start by explaining my user name, if you didn’t work it out. It spells ALONE backwards!!
I have suffered with agoraphobia, panic and anxiety for about 20 years.
I am on venlafaxine, aripiprazole, ripinirole and Lymecycline.
I was here many years ago, but wasn’t ready to stay. I have come back as I feel it could benefit me, with my loneliness, isolation, and bad behavior.
I have up and down days, switching between manic and depressive moods. I am 💯 % honest, which can be a curse as well as a blessing. I am very friendly, kind and understanding. I judge no one, as I wouldn’t want them to judge me.
Sometimes I have to hide myself away, to cope with myself. I am my own worst enemy, Critic and abuser.
In the past I have had analytical behavior therapy. Group therapy and one on one. When I left therapy, I was advised to go private, as I had all that was aloud. I haven’t been able to do this, so I still have issues and negative behaviors I’m not proud of.
I am here to try and help myself, make friends with likeminded people. Find an escape from myself. Other than that I’m not sure.
Please feel free to ask me anything.
Thanks for reading. Xx
Enola here, Let’s start by explaining my user name, if you didn’t work it out. It spells ALONE backwards!!
I have suffered with agoraphobia, panic and anxiety for about 20 years.
I am on venlafaxine, aripiprazole, ripinirole and Lymecycline.
I was here many years ago, but wasn’t ready to stay. I have come back as I feel it could benefit me, with my loneliness, isolation, and bad behavior.
I have up and down days, switching between manic and depressive moods. I am 💯 % honest, which can be a curse as well as a blessing. I am very friendly, kind and understanding. I judge no one, as I wouldn’t want them to judge me.
Sometimes I have to hide myself away, to cope with myself. I am my own worst enemy, Critic and abuser.
In the past I have had analytical behavior therapy. Group therapy and one on one. When I left therapy, I was advised to go private, as I had all that was aloud. I haven’t been able to do this, so I still have issues and negative behaviors I’m not proud of.
I am here to try and help myself, make friends with likeminded people. Find an escape from myself. Other than that I’m not sure.
Please feel free to ask me anything.
Thanks for reading. Xx