KelseyK92
18-05-21, 19:14
Hi there.
I’ve suffered with anxiety, hypochondria and OCD for a long time but not depression (well apparently I did suffer from depression as a teenager according to my mum but I don’t remember much of it, I think a lot of it had to do with me coming to terms with being a lesbian that may have lead to my depression back then). I had social phobia and never left the house from about 14 when I left school to 23, started Zoloft and it basically saved my life, I started working in nursing and made friends, never been happier! Had lots of plans and dreams. Then I fell in love with a straight girl and had my heart broken... I have not been right since!
I think I may be suffering from depression? I was always a very confident person, now I feel small. I always enjoyed the simple things and was easily made happy, now I enjoy nothing. When my partner puts a movie or tv show on, I just stare at the wall and cannot focus or keep up with the stories, I think what’s the point? Tv shows and movies I enjoyed I no longer enjoy. I feel numb and heartless. I used to love hard and believe in magic and after life, now I feel like I believe in nothing? I feel quite bored and hopeless, I used to dream of having kids. Now I don’t like I am unmotivated. It’s like I feel scared and hopeless. Does it sound like depression?
Nothing seems fun anymore? I feel bored and fed up
I’ve suffered with anxiety, hypochondria and OCD for a long time but not depression (well apparently I did suffer from depression as a teenager according to my mum but I don’t remember much of it, I think a lot of it had to do with me coming to terms with being a lesbian that may have lead to my depression back then). I had social phobia and never left the house from about 14 when I left school to 23, started Zoloft and it basically saved my life, I started working in nursing and made friends, never been happier! Had lots of plans and dreams. Then I fell in love with a straight girl and had my heart broken... I have not been right since!
I think I may be suffering from depression? I was always a very confident person, now I feel small. I always enjoyed the simple things and was easily made happy, now I enjoy nothing. When my partner puts a movie or tv show on, I just stare at the wall and cannot focus or keep up with the stories, I think what’s the point? Tv shows and movies I enjoyed I no longer enjoy. I feel numb and heartless. I used to love hard and believe in magic and after life, now I feel like I believe in nothing? I feel quite bored and hopeless, I used to dream of having kids. Now I don’t like I am unmotivated. It’s like I feel scared and hopeless. Does it sound like depression?
Nothing seems fun anymore? I feel bored and fed up