skyisblue
01-06-21, 12:30
Hello. This morning I went to the toilet to poop. The funny part is that a delivery man knocked on my apartment’s door so I had to finish my business and flush down the poop (I didn’t take time to see the poop) to attend to him.
The gross part is that I wasn’t able to wipe immediately so it took me around another 5 to 10 mins to wipe my bottom with tissue paper after I transacted with the delivery man.
When I did, I noticed a small speck of dark red (almost maroon) blood on it. I wiped a couple more times and there were still some bloody specks although even smaller this time.
I am worried because of the color. I had blood on my tissue paper before but it was bright red and just thought of anal tears or haemorrhoids. I read that if it is darker it might be serious. But then again it took me another 5 to 10 mins before I wiped because of the delivery man who I had to attend to.
Right now, I am anxious of going back to the toilet because I feel that I will obsess over the toilet paper or my stool.
I am scared I might have cancer or anything more serious. I am hoping that it could be just harmless hemorrhoids, skin irritation, or anal tear but my anxiety is killing me. :(
The gross part is that I wasn’t able to wipe immediately so it took me around another 5 to 10 mins to wipe my bottom with tissue paper after I transacted with the delivery man.
When I did, I noticed a small speck of dark red (almost maroon) blood on it. I wiped a couple more times and there were still some bloody specks although even smaller this time.
I am worried because of the color. I had blood on my tissue paper before but it was bright red and just thought of anal tears or haemorrhoids. I read that if it is darker it might be serious. But then again it took me another 5 to 10 mins before I wiped because of the delivery man who I had to attend to.
Right now, I am anxious of going back to the toilet because I feel that I will obsess over the toilet paper or my stool.
I am scared I might have cancer or anything more serious. I am hoping that it could be just harmless hemorrhoids, skin irritation, or anal tear but my anxiety is killing me. :(