ScaredCaz
09-08-21, 12:03
Hi all
I’m here again with a laundry list of worries
I’m waiting for CBT due to start in November due to the waiting list in my area I also have weekly councelling over the phone which I am for the most part finding helpful it’s just sometimes depending on what we are discussing the session can sometimes make me feel worse
I’m having a constant feeling of something stuck in the back of my throat at the minute sometimes with acid sometimes not taking my morning and night pills are a nightmare
I think my main worry is my 20 year old son he has Autism and a few weeks ago he had a “vagus nerve event” while he was on the shower he had a panic attack 2 actually and he was saying “mum what’s happening to me” 😢 it was awful I of course contacted the docs who explained to him what a vagus nerve event was he did feel better he hasn’t been too bad since the only time he gets flustered again is when we discuss in his presence like the other day he had a appt with the nurse at the docs to check his asthma and because he is on the learning disability register when I was explained what had happened he got very anxious again and asked us not to talk about it 😢
He has to go on the 19th to have a 24hr ecg fitted I’m dreading it he’s dreading it and there’s nothing I can do to help him I can tell he’s worried by his face and I am completely devastated he now has anxiety issues to deal with on top of everything else
I don’t know what to do to keep myself calm the 19th is still a while away and I feel like I’m not coping I know it’s not about me and I’m not trying to make it about me I’m just being honest
My husband has had blood tests today as well for issues he’s having I just feel like I am going mad I’m not due to talk to my councellor till Friday
I don’t know whether to contact my doc about this throat sensation I am getting or just decide it’s anxiety and try and get on with it
Sorry for the long post guys just feel dreadful right now 😔
Thanks for reading x
I’m here again with a laundry list of worries
I’m waiting for CBT due to start in November due to the waiting list in my area I also have weekly councelling over the phone which I am for the most part finding helpful it’s just sometimes depending on what we are discussing the session can sometimes make me feel worse
I’m having a constant feeling of something stuck in the back of my throat at the minute sometimes with acid sometimes not taking my morning and night pills are a nightmare
I think my main worry is my 20 year old son he has Autism and a few weeks ago he had a “vagus nerve event” while he was on the shower he had a panic attack 2 actually and he was saying “mum what’s happening to me” 😢 it was awful I of course contacted the docs who explained to him what a vagus nerve event was he did feel better he hasn’t been too bad since the only time he gets flustered again is when we discuss in his presence like the other day he had a appt with the nurse at the docs to check his asthma and because he is on the learning disability register when I was explained what had happened he got very anxious again and asked us not to talk about it 😢
He has to go on the 19th to have a 24hr ecg fitted I’m dreading it he’s dreading it and there’s nothing I can do to help him I can tell he’s worried by his face and I am completely devastated he now has anxiety issues to deal with on top of everything else
I don’t know what to do to keep myself calm the 19th is still a while away and I feel like I’m not coping I know it’s not about me and I’m not trying to make it about me I’m just being honest
My husband has had blood tests today as well for issues he’s having I just feel like I am going mad I’m not due to talk to my councellor till Friday
I don’t know whether to contact my doc about this throat sensation I am getting or just decide it’s anxiety and try and get on with it
Sorry for the long post guys just feel dreadful right now 😔
Thanks for reading x