joannap
15-11-07, 09:31
i have been on citalopram for nearly 4 weeks. the major panics have gone and anxiety is reducing but the most distressing symptom for me is my racing mind which makes me feel anxious and down.:weep:
just wondered how many others suffer this?
i get intrusive horrible thoughts too and i fall into the trap of thinking that when i get on top of them - the anxiety will have gone but even though the thoughts are getting weaker - i am still left with this background of my mind constantly racing - its usually about anxiety, my condition etc - its like my mind talking to itself and i have no control over it. so i am starting to realise that there are probably many layers to our anxiety, intrusive thoughts layered on a racing, anxious, tired mind to begin with.
i am waiting for cbt but am concerned that adding yet more thoughts into the mix will only make it worse!
on a positive note - the panics have gone, the anxiety is lessening and the intrusive thoughts are getting weaker. i keep thinking i have not improved but i am actually much improved to how i was a month ago. i suppose if this racing mind went i would consider myself "cured" and its highly unlikely i would be "cured" within a month!!!! so maybe i am just being too impatient as usual! any thoughts or anyone with similar experiences? xx
just wondered how many others suffer this?
i get intrusive horrible thoughts too and i fall into the trap of thinking that when i get on top of them - the anxiety will have gone but even though the thoughts are getting weaker - i am still left with this background of my mind constantly racing - its usually about anxiety, my condition etc - its like my mind talking to itself and i have no control over it. so i am starting to realise that there are probably many layers to our anxiety, intrusive thoughts layered on a racing, anxious, tired mind to begin with.
i am waiting for cbt but am concerned that adding yet more thoughts into the mix will only make it worse!
on a positive note - the panics have gone, the anxiety is lessening and the intrusive thoughts are getting weaker. i keep thinking i have not improved but i am actually much improved to how i was a month ago. i suppose if this racing mind went i would consider myself "cured" and its highly unlikely i would be "cured" within a month!!!! so maybe i am just being too impatient as usual! any thoughts or anyone with similar experiences? xx