ScaredCaz
23-09-21, 12:36
Hi Guys
As the title says I’m not having a good time right now
It seems I haven’t been having many good days for a while but this week is particularly bad
After quite a few months of leaving my doctor alone I had to contact her yesterday because I thought maybe I had bowel cancer after 2 loose bowel movements
She was lovely as always and reassured me that I had nothing to worry about at this stage it was probably my ibs or something I ate and to let her know if I was still worried about my bowels after 4 weeks
I have had 3 people I know recently been diagnosed with it and that’s probably what’s been playing on my mind…so after talking to my doc at 9.50am yday morning I had quite a good day I went to my slimming world group I gained 1.5lb wasn’t sure why but I thought least I haven’t lost weight another sign of BC 🙄 what is wrong with me?
So my doc thinks it’s a ibs flare up that’s good I’ll take that over BC anyway today my stomach feel a lot better I haven’t been toilet I did yesterday and it was normal so very relieved
Today I am aching legs feel like jelly when I get up keep feeling like my hands feel numb they are slightly cold to touch I’ve had 2 near miss panic attacks this morning I can feel my heart beating when I’m sitting still like a tiny momentary jerk of the body
I feel drained arms ache which makes me panic because of my heart fear just feel really fed up I’ve got to go work tomorrow 12pm-8pm keep worrying I can’t be ill no one will be able to close the dept down makes me feel more ill
I guess this could be a fibro flare up I have taken paras they did absolutely nothing to help
I spoke to my husband and grown up kids about how I was feeling with my bowels and that but now I’ve spoke to my doctor they think I’m fine and it’s not that simple I understand they must get fed up but they ask and ask what’s wrong I never offer the info then they act like 🙄 what again? When I tell them I know it must be frustrating for them but it’s not a carnival being me
Had my councelling yday and we spoke only about this Heath anxiety which is all I need help with I don’t feel like my childhood and family issues are what bothers me but happy to talk about whatever as long as it goes to help me manage this
Sorry for the long post I would love to hear from anyone with any thoughts or if they do or have ever felt the same and also if you got better from it
Thanks everyone x
As the title says I’m not having a good time right now
It seems I haven’t been having many good days for a while but this week is particularly bad
After quite a few months of leaving my doctor alone I had to contact her yesterday because I thought maybe I had bowel cancer after 2 loose bowel movements
She was lovely as always and reassured me that I had nothing to worry about at this stage it was probably my ibs or something I ate and to let her know if I was still worried about my bowels after 4 weeks
I have had 3 people I know recently been diagnosed with it and that’s probably what’s been playing on my mind…so after talking to my doc at 9.50am yday morning I had quite a good day I went to my slimming world group I gained 1.5lb wasn’t sure why but I thought least I haven’t lost weight another sign of BC 🙄 what is wrong with me?
So my doc thinks it’s a ibs flare up that’s good I’ll take that over BC anyway today my stomach feel a lot better I haven’t been toilet I did yesterday and it was normal so very relieved
Today I am aching legs feel like jelly when I get up keep feeling like my hands feel numb they are slightly cold to touch I’ve had 2 near miss panic attacks this morning I can feel my heart beating when I’m sitting still like a tiny momentary jerk of the body
I feel drained arms ache which makes me panic because of my heart fear just feel really fed up I’ve got to go work tomorrow 12pm-8pm keep worrying I can’t be ill no one will be able to close the dept down makes me feel more ill
I guess this could be a fibro flare up I have taken paras they did absolutely nothing to help
I spoke to my husband and grown up kids about how I was feeling with my bowels and that but now I’ve spoke to my doctor they think I’m fine and it’s not that simple I understand they must get fed up but they ask and ask what’s wrong I never offer the info then they act like 🙄 what again? When I tell them I know it must be frustrating for them but it’s not a carnival being me
Had my councelling yday and we spoke only about this Heath anxiety which is all I need help with I don’t feel like my childhood and family issues are what bothers me but happy to talk about whatever as long as it goes to help me manage this
Sorry for the long post I would love to hear from anyone with any thoughts or if they do or have ever felt the same and also if you got better from it
Thanks everyone x