Lana
19-10-21, 14:48
Yesterday I went to an ORTHO doctor, because i mechanically hurt my wrist, and the pain was getting worse, together with swelling.. The x ray was taken, and then the doctor said he would give me a combination of steroid + lidocaine shot, to calm it down so it can heal.
He went out, he brought the shot himself, and he personally gave me the shot, because the spot was sensitive ( a big vain there). The shot itself was very painful.
Later I started ruminating if there was something suspicious in the shot ( syringe), other than lidocaine and steroid ( like somebody's spit, or something) - because I did not see it being prepared. I know this is utterly ridiculous and also pathetic, but, I suffer from severe clinical OCD, that is why I think this and ruminate. It is horrible.
Can one of the Forum's senior admins / members just scream at me, telling me that I am being ridiculous, please? It actually would work, I just want to stop intrusive thoughts.
I was thinking of going back to the clinic, to ask, but I would be hugely ashamed, so that tells you everything.
Thank you so much in advance, whoever responds.
Lana
He went out, he brought the shot himself, and he personally gave me the shot, because the spot was sensitive ( a big vain there). The shot itself was very painful.
Later I started ruminating if there was something suspicious in the shot ( syringe), other than lidocaine and steroid ( like somebody's spit, or something) - because I did not see it being prepared. I know this is utterly ridiculous and also pathetic, but, I suffer from severe clinical OCD, that is why I think this and ruminate. It is horrible.
Can one of the Forum's senior admins / members just scream at me, telling me that I am being ridiculous, please? It actually would work, I just want to stop intrusive thoughts.
I was thinking of going back to the clinic, to ask, but I would be hugely ashamed, so that tells you everything.
Thank you so much in advance, whoever responds.
Lana