BrokenGirl
28-10-21, 22:32
I'm really looking for help with what I think is HA but my brain doesn't want me to believe that.
I know you might think this sounds silly and some of you will say here she goes again (and I don't blame you) but I'm trying to deal with HA on my own and it's so difficult.
Worried about one of my children again. I thought I saw redness in one of my son's eyes (he's 20) a few days ago but can't be sure. Not in the white part but like the redness you'd see in a photo sometimes. I know if you see one red eye in a child in a photo it's a bad sign. But I don't even know if I saw it.
It was night time so the lights were on. I was standing underneath the room light which was a fairly bright one with no shade around it and he was facing me, so facing that light too.
And that dangerous red thing I'm thinking of, does it only happen in a photo? (maybe caused by the flash or something) and is it usually young children who get it?
I know I'm probably reassurance seeking here, but I also would like to ask how to challenge this thought if it is just HA.
I'm hoping it is just HA but my anxiety won't let me believe it at the moment.
Sorry again if this seems like more of the same old crap from me. Reading over my previous posts it does seem like just another one but that doesn't make it any less scary
I know you might think this sounds silly and some of you will say here she goes again (and I don't blame you) but I'm trying to deal with HA on my own and it's so difficult.
Worried about one of my children again. I thought I saw redness in one of my son's eyes (he's 20) a few days ago but can't be sure. Not in the white part but like the redness you'd see in a photo sometimes. I know if you see one red eye in a child in a photo it's a bad sign. But I don't even know if I saw it.
It was night time so the lights were on. I was standing underneath the room light which was a fairly bright one with no shade around it and he was facing me, so facing that light too.
And that dangerous red thing I'm thinking of, does it only happen in a photo? (maybe caused by the flash or something) and is it usually young children who get it?
I know I'm probably reassurance seeking here, but I also would like to ask how to challenge this thought if it is just HA.
I'm hoping it is just HA but my anxiety won't let me believe it at the moment.
Sorry again if this seems like more of the same old crap from me. Reading over my previous posts it does seem like just another one but that doesn't make it any less scary