Kittyslippers
21-11-21, 23:48
I'm so glad this forum exists so I can talk to people who experience the same things I do. I wish none of us had health anxiety because it is a terrible, horrible thing, but here we all are....
I feel like my memory has been crap. I'm 30 so I shouldn't be experiencing any of that and yet I feel like I am. No one had said anything about it but I always feel like im repeating myself. Does that make sense? Like I'll think all these thoughts inside my head and then I will question myself if I said anything I was thinking. It makes me nervous just to engage in conversation at this point. How silly is that? That is no way for someone to live, to constantly question every single interaction panicking if you had said something or not. Is this just anxiety, or what is this? Of course my mind immediately goes to a brain tumor or something ugh.
Has anyone experienced this? I feel like im losing my mind..... I hate that I can't just relax for one day without being obsessive about this.
Anyway... any input would be appreciated. I'm having a rough time and just wanna curl up in a ball and cry. :(
I feel like my memory has been crap. I'm 30 so I shouldn't be experiencing any of that and yet I feel like I am. No one had said anything about it but I always feel like im repeating myself. Does that make sense? Like I'll think all these thoughts inside my head and then I will question myself if I said anything I was thinking. It makes me nervous just to engage in conversation at this point. How silly is that? That is no way for someone to live, to constantly question every single interaction panicking if you had said something or not. Is this just anxiety, or what is this? Of course my mind immediately goes to a brain tumor or something ugh.
Has anyone experienced this? I feel like im losing my mind..... I hate that I can't just relax for one day without being obsessive about this.
Anyway... any input would be appreciated. I'm having a rough time and just wanna curl up in a ball and cry. :(