Peterjohnswindley
29-11-21, 17:33
I’ve suffered on and off with suicidal OCD since 2013.
This means I think I’m going to kill myself. Not sure when, and I have no plans.
The panic / anxiety is absolutely relentless when not controlled with quetiapine. It’s so severe, that it creates real suicidal thoughts on top, and the cycle continues.
At one point this hell carried on for months.. 2 hrs of rubbish sleep per night.
The worst thing at the moment is my quetiapine dose is rising. I’m now on 450mg, having started on 50mg and the maximum dose is fast approaching.
I’m at a loss.
This means I think I’m going to kill myself. Not sure when, and I have no plans.
The panic / anxiety is absolutely relentless when not controlled with quetiapine. It’s so severe, that it creates real suicidal thoughts on top, and the cycle continues.
At one point this hell carried on for months.. 2 hrs of rubbish sleep per night.
The worst thing at the moment is my quetiapine dose is rising. I’m now on 450mg, having started on 50mg and the maximum dose is fast approaching.
I’m at a loss.