First post..

[Beckyy0493]

So I’m new to this. Obviously.
I could go on and on about all the things I feel are wrong with me but I’m starting to think I’m just using them as excuses to explain what I’m feeling.
I’m here to try to find ways to cope and somehow feel ‘happy’ again.
I’ve tried so many things but nothing seems to help.
Medicine, faking it, therapy, going to family for support, journals…
I’m stuck in a hole I can’t get out of this time and I’m just so alone.
Nobody understands. I mean I can’t blame them.
If someone’s never experienced depression, how could I possibly expect them to understand.
Either way, I feel so alone right now.
I used this site a long time ago for an eating disorder and for some reason, it came across my mind today.
I’ve tried everything else so why not..
Maybe I’ll actually reach out to someone, maybe I’ll just use it as a way to vent or I’ll use it for research.
Either way, I’ll try anything right now.
So here I am.

[venusbluejeans]

Hiya Beckyy0493 and welcome to NMP :welcome:

Why not take a look at our articles on our home page, they contain a wealth of information and
are a great starting place for your time on the forum.

I hope you find the as site helpful and informative as I have and that you get the help and
support you need here and hope that you meet a few friends along the way :yesyes:

[Scissel]

Welcome; Beckyy0493...

I hope you won't feel alone here - please feel free to post or reach out if you need to.

All the best..

~Sal