panicBill
05-02-22, 17:15
Hello all. Hope you are well.
So, I have recently turned 30. For the last few years I have been heavily drinking at night. Never in the day. I don’t smoke or do drugs.
I would wake up in the morning out of breath with a fast heart rate after drinking. This would last most the day. This went on for months. One day i drank less and woke up fine. No breathlessness at all.
Then I had left side pain next to my bellybutton. It wasn’t bad but one day I was messing with it and the pain was 8 out of 10. I passed some gas and the pain went back down to 1. I can still slightly feel it.
Then, I was getting very tired and was shaky. When I go for a bowel movement, it’s not solid but not diarrhoea.
Two days ago at work, after a night of heavy drinking, I was fine for a few hours then BOOM. Heart began to beat at 127. I felt absolutely fine but my heart was going crazy. It stayed slightly above 100 for 5 hours. Then, when I began to relax, the heart went back to 80s.
The day after, I felt fine, but I went very tired and began to have hot cold sweats most of the day, and my lower abdomen was hurting.
Today the pain has gone.
In the last 2 years I began to drink heavily. I lost my mum to cancer and me and my GF split up after 12 years, as well as me getting my own apartment. Drink helped me. I would only drink at night.
This month alone I have self diagnosed with testicular cancer, non Hodgkin lymphoma (my mum died from that) pneumonia, Covid, Bowie cancer and appendicitis yet 99% of the time I feel fine. Just very anxious.
So, could all this be anxiety? I’m on the process to quit drinking now, and get to the gym. Lucky my job means I was for 10 hours a day so I always get cardio.
So, I have recently turned 30. For the last few years I have been heavily drinking at night. Never in the day. I don’t smoke or do drugs.
I would wake up in the morning out of breath with a fast heart rate after drinking. This would last most the day. This went on for months. One day i drank less and woke up fine. No breathlessness at all.
Then I had left side pain next to my bellybutton. It wasn’t bad but one day I was messing with it and the pain was 8 out of 10. I passed some gas and the pain went back down to 1. I can still slightly feel it.
Then, I was getting very tired and was shaky. When I go for a bowel movement, it’s not solid but not diarrhoea.
Two days ago at work, after a night of heavy drinking, I was fine for a few hours then BOOM. Heart began to beat at 127. I felt absolutely fine but my heart was going crazy. It stayed slightly above 100 for 5 hours. Then, when I began to relax, the heart went back to 80s.
The day after, I felt fine, but I went very tired and began to have hot cold sweats most of the day, and my lower abdomen was hurting.
Today the pain has gone.
In the last 2 years I began to drink heavily. I lost my mum to cancer and me and my GF split up after 12 years, as well as me getting my own apartment. Drink helped me. I would only drink at night.
This month alone I have self diagnosed with testicular cancer, non Hodgkin lymphoma (my mum died from that) pneumonia, Covid, Bowie cancer and appendicitis yet 99% of the time I feel fine. Just very anxious.
So, could all this be anxiety? I’m on the process to quit drinking now, and get to the gym. Lucky my job means I was for 10 hours a day so I always get cardio.