shazbog
24-02-22, 06:33
Since I had covid my anxiety has spiralled - I am constantly feeling the need to take a deep breath (that I do feel most of the time I can’t get) it is fine during the night though - I wake and instantly try taking the deep breath and because since covid I have a lot of catarrh and nasal/throat gunk it is making it worse for me to deal with - I spent the last two years terrified of catching covid and from the minute I done my test I was terrified. I have some emotional issues going on at the moment that are dragging me down as my son who is 23 lived with me and the family for last 4/5 years but were treating my house badly and no respect for my home or stuff and in November I asked her to go and at end of November they left the house and my son hasn’t spoken to me since - Christmas he sent everyone a message other than me and I feel broken!!!!! I love him with all my heart but just don’t see why he feels I should be the one making apologies when he has been somewhat awful with the way he talks to me and behaves for some time - I just feel so so down and unhappy x and scared x