Ladyjulz
25-08-22, 21:58
Hey everyone!
I'm really struggling right now. So a little backround information about my situation. I've suffered with HA for almost 20 years after my mother passed away. I worry about heart issues, bladder issues, and gastrointestinal. My mother lost her fight with stomach cancer in a very short time. As you can see, I'm totally damaged. I'm 45 and my periods are becoming quite heavy (3 days this time around with intermittent heavy bleeding), this has been going on probably for the last 6 months. It got a bit heavier a few years ago but nothing like this now. My last gyn appointment was 08/2018 and I had a smear and HPV test done at the same time, they came back negative on both and the doctor said I was good for 5 years. He also gave me a script for Norethindrone, but it made my anxiety so bad, I couldn't take it. Now this is happening. I can't get into the doctor until next Friday and the nurse says I have to have a biopsy that day because of the abnormal bleeding. My anxiety is at it's worst. I feel anxious because I'm afraid of a gush at the store and because I'm just afraid of life. I finally got the guts to run to Target today to pick up a few things and I was shaking an sweating just walking to my car from the front door. I did it, but I'm emotional about it and it feels almost like a mix of a hangover. I promised myself that I wouldn't use the restroom inside the store unless it was completely necessary ( I have the issue where I want to keep checking to make sure my cup isn't leaking). I woke up this morning in a panic, fell back asleep and the same thing happened again when I woke up. I DO not want to go outside or anywhere there isn't a bathroom available. I go into the restroom and I just want to cry because I'm so nervous and upset. I'm on 40 mg Prozac and it's been holding well, but these last two months it's just been a landslide for me. Thanks for listening! Julie
I'm really struggling right now. So a little backround information about my situation. I've suffered with HA for almost 20 years after my mother passed away. I worry about heart issues, bladder issues, and gastrointestinal. My mother lost her fight with stomach cancer in a very short time. As you can see, I'm totally damaged. I'm 45 and my periods are becoming quite heavy (3 days this time around with intermittent heavy bleeding), this has been going on probably for the last 6 months. It got a bit heavier a few years ago but nothing like this now. My last gyn appointment was 08/2018 and I had a smear and HPV test done at the same time, they came back negative on both and the doctor said I was good for 5 years. He also gave me a script for Norethindrone, but it made my anxiety so bad, I couldn't take it. Now this is happening. I can't get into the doctor until next Friday and the nurse says I have to have a biopsy that day because of the abnormal bleeding. My anxiety is at it's worst. I feel anxious because I'm afraid of a gush at the store and because I'm just afraid of life. I finally got the guts to run to Target today to pick up a few things and I was shaking an sweating just walking to my car from the front door. I did it, but I'm emotional about it and it feels almost like a mix of a hangover. I promised myself that I wouldn't use the restroom inside the store unless it was completely necessary ( I have the issue where I want to keep checking to make sure my cup isn't leaking). I woke up this morning in a panic, fell back asleep and the same thing happened again when I woke up. I DO not want to go outside or anywhere there isn't a bathroom available. I go into the restroom and I just want to cry because I'm so nervous and upset. I'm on 40 mg Prozac and it's been holding well, but these last two months it's just been a landslide for me. Thanks for listening! Julie