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15-11-22, 18:54
Hi guys, I need a little help.
I'm battling with the fear of schizophrenia and I'm terrified of getting delusional. Several psychiayrist said i'm not but you know...
Recently, I experienced a banal coincidence like everyone experiences every day.
But my ****ing brain is bugged and this is my thought pattern: "Oh hey, that's a funny coincidence! But wait a minute.. it's weird, what if noticing coincidences meant that I was delusional and that I was schizophrenic?"
At that time, I had a panic attack and since... I've been afraid of coincidences... (wtf)
But what's less funny is that now I seem to notice more and more of it, all the time. Is it normal ?
I really feel like I'm losing my mind
My brain to associate coincidences with delusional thinking... how to break this association?
Do you think it's still OCD or am I starting to get psychotic ?
Thanks guy, I know it's reassurance but i'm done today 😪
I'm battling with the fear of schizophrenia and I'm terrified of getting delusional. Several psychiayrist said i'm not but you know...
Recently, I experienced a banal coincidence like everyone experiences every day.
But my ****ing brain is bugged and this is my thought pattern: "Oh hey, that's a funny coincidence! But wait a minute.. it's weird, what if noticing coincidences meant that I was delusional and that I was schizophrenic?"
At that time, I had a panic attack and since... I've been afraid of coincidences... (wtf)
But what's less funny is that now I seem to notice more and more of it, all the time. Is it normal ?
I really feel like I'm losing my mind
My brain to associate coincidences with delusional thinking... how to break this association?
Do you think it's still OCD or am I starting to get psychotic ?
Thanks guy, I know it's reassurance but i'm done today 😪