RadioGaGa
29-08-23, 23:58
Hi everyone
I used to post on here alot with anxiety, which was controlled. Then developed panic attacks. Went on Sertraline. This turned me into an alcoholic zombie. Came off it.
I was doing great with life and alcohol when last week my 54 year old cousin was found dead. I am so devastated for all the family and him. I can’t believe it’s happened
A post mortem (autopsy) was conducted but nothing could be found physically to explain his death. It’s now up to toxicology which could take up to 6 months.
I’m finding it so difficult - impossible even - to process. How can someone die and have nothing found at post mortem? I just can’t process anything. I’m a complete mess. And now every heart beat I feel fearing I’m going to go into cardiac arrest
Has this happened to anyone else
I don’t even know why I’m posting here. Just need to let it off my chest
I used to post on here alot with anxiety, which was controlled. Then developed panic attacks. Went on Sertraline. This turned me into an alcoholic zombie. Came off it.
I was doing great with life and alcohol when last week my 54 year old cousin was found dead. I am so devastated for all the family and him. I can’t believe it’s happened
A post mortem (autopsy) was conducted but nothing could be found physically to explain his death. It’s now up to toxicology which could take up to 6 months.
I’m finding it so difficult - impossible even - to process. How can someone die and have nothing found at post mortem? I just can’t process anything. I’m a complete mess. And now every heart beat I feel fearing I’m going to go into cardiac arrest
Has this happened to anyone else
I don’t even know why I’m posting here. Just need to let it off my chest