bluesparkle
19-02-05, 13:32
hi
i joined this site last october time but have not really been on here much...alot has happened in those few months and i keep coming and looking but never make the step to put up a message.
i have ocd but not on any meds at the mo and i dont see a counselor anymore although i think if i thought my doctor would listen it may be a good idea.
i am recently single again but that is not due to the ocd!
i also have panic attacks although they do seem a little less at the moment ... i have managed to go to the dentist a few times over last few months and not been to bad as that was a real fear of mine...but i still dont like going to places i dont know... or out for meals ... or being in crowds ie kids school plays or open evenings which isnt very helpful when i have four kids.
the ocd is sometimes worse than others... i have to do certain things in a certain order and make sure things are in the right place it takes up an awful lot of time and i would just love to be free of it i try not to do it but the anxiety that it brings just isnt worth it i just have to do it...i cant explain what i think will happen if i dont but its just mainly bad things to people i care about etc... i also get so anxious about things when really there is no need....i know that but when the feelings are running high there is no telling myself that.
i hope i havnt gone on to much
i would really like to make friends to chat with or e.mail as it feels so lonely sometimes... i do have a couple of good mates but they do not know how i feel
thank you for listening and i will really make the effort to keep in touch and use chat room this time
rach
i joined this site last october time but have not really been on here much...alot has happened in those few months and i keep coming and looking but never make the step to put up a message.
i have ocd but not on any meds at the mo and i dont see a counselor anymore although i think if i thought my doctor would listen it may be a good idea.
i am recently single again but that is not due to the ocd!
i also have panic attacks although they do seem a little less at the moment ... i have managed to go to the dentist a few times over last few months and not been to bad as that was a real fear of mine...but i still dont like going to places i dont know... or out for meals ... or being in crowds ie kids school plays or open evenings which isnt very helpful when i have four kids.
the ocd is sometimes worse than others... i have to do certain things in a certain order and make sure things are in the right place it takes up an awful lot of time and i would just love to be free of it i try not to do it but the anxiety that it brings just isnt worth it i just have to do it...i cant explain what i think will happen if i dont but its just mainly bad things to people i care about etc... i also get so anxious about things when really there is no need....i know that but when the feelings are running high there is no telling myself that.
i hope i havnt gone on to much
i would really like to make friends to chat with or e.mail as it feels so lonely sometimes... i do have a couple of good mates but they do not know how i feel
thank you for listening and i will really make the effort to keep in touch and use chat room this time
rach