belle
03-12-07, 17:11
This past year has gone from bad to worse and i really don't feel like i have enough energy to cope anymore, with anything.
My agoraphobia is the worst it's ever been. Housebound. Panicky and anxious with aches and pains everyday/
My relationship is at breaking point. Forever being put down and told i am useless and lazy. I am exhausted from the abuse.
My health is awful. Hospitalised with my heart problems.
Working Tax credit have sent a letter saying we owe THEM over £1500. I ALWAYS been completely upfront with telling them job change/wage change and whenever i've contacted them they say "Wait for the renewal form", so for example 6 months have gone past without them changing our details. I have contested this!!!!!!
My son's behaviour is deteriorating by the day. Every week i am having to speak to the teacher about him doing this or doing that.
We're financially in the poop.
I bought a laptop yesterday on my mums credit card because i thought mine was broken. Set up the new one, tried the new modem cable in my old one laptop, and it flipping works! PC World won't let me return the new computer.
I have no friends. No one to talk to. Hate keep putting on my mum, even she said i am becoming a bit of a drain.
I can't work at the moment because i feel to ill.
My husband bought brand new scooter in May. After 2 weeks it broke down, he returned it to be mended, we thought they'd fixed it, but 2 weeks ago it died. He couldn't be bothered to have any more dealing with the company so he had to buy a new one. Costing over £2000.
We've got no money for Christmas.
Cooker broke yesterday, can't afford a new one now.
My car is dead because it's never used.
Everything i do, touch or say goes wrong. I am not kidding when i say that. Nothing goes right.
I ordered groceries online Thursday to be delivered on Saturday between 6 - 7pm because i was too panicky to go out. Saturday night at 8pm, still no groceries. I had NOTHING in the house. No milk, no veg, no bread, no butter, no cereal, no tea, nothing. I called them and they said the van had broken down and i wasn't getting it. I was FUMING. I had to collect it on Sunday morning with my mother.
That's just an example...
I feel unable to deal with anything else bad.
AND NOW...7pm MY MICROWAVE JUST PACKED UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
My agoraphobia is the worst it's ever been. Housebound. Panicky and anxious with aches and pains everyday/
My relationship is at breaking point. Forever being put down and told i am useless and lazy. I am exhausted from the abuse.
My health is awful. Hospitalised with my heart problems.
Working Tax credit have sent a letter saying we owe THEM over £1500. I ALWAYS been completely upfront with telling them job change/wage change and whenever i've contacted them they say "Wait for the renewal form", so for example 6 months have gone past without them changing our details. I have contested this!!!!!!
My son's behaviour is deteriorating by the day. Every week i am having to speak to the teacher about him doing this or doing that.
We're financially in the poop.
I bought a laptop yesterday on my mums credit card because i thought mine was broken. Set up the new one, tried the new modem cable in my old one laptop, and it flipping works! PC World won't let me return the new computer.
I have no friends. No one to talk to. Hate keep putting on my mum, even she said i am becoming a bit of a drain.
I can't work at the moment because i feel to ill.
My husband bought brand new scooter in May. After 2 weeks it broke down, he returned it to be mended, we thought they'd fixed it, but 2 weeks ago it died. He couldn't be bothered to have any more dealing with the company so he had to buy a new one. Costing over £2000.
We've got no money for Christmas.
Cooker broke yesterday, can't afford a new one now.
My car is dead because it's never used.
Everything i do, touch or say goes wrong. I am not kidding when i say that. Nothing goes right.
I ordered groceries online Thursday to be delivered on Saturday between 6 - 7pm because i was too panicky to go out. Saturday night at 8pm, still no groceries. I had NOTHING in the house. No milk, no veg, no bread, no butter, no cereal, no tea, nothing. I called them and they said the van had broken down and i wasn't getting it. I was FUMING. I had to collect it on Sunday morning with my mother.
That's just an example...
I feel unable to deal with anything else bad.
AND NOW...7pm MY MICROWAVE JUST PACKED UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!