Sukki
17-12-07, 18:13
I'm a 40 year old health anxiety freak, it really only started afew years ago but i now think it stems back to being abused as a child by my dad, i am a terrible googler and have convinced myself of all sorts of terminal illness and diseases, and confirmed my fears by making any symptoms i find fit my particular illness at the time. the worst of it is i know i do it and have conversations with myself one telling me i got the problem and one telling me i'm being stupid and to get a grip. I have been prescribed Citolpram for the second time, and have been on it nearly 2 weeks, the side effects have been awful this time as gone in on 20mg a day, i was googleing when i found this website and it made me feel so much better to know i wasn't the only one suffering, i see people at work and out and about and think how easy their life looks and wish i was them instead of me. i've had primary councilling earlier this year, and have to go for more now.
all i want is peace of mind, and to be happy, without worrying about m health, i go to the doctors but i'm terrified of the place.
all i want is peace of mind, and to be happy, without worrying about m health, i go to the doctors but i'm terrified of the place.