jenfen1982
23-12-07, 00:27
Please I need you advice. Ill start from the beginning.
I have had 2 sexual partners. One of them I am still with and we have a young baby.
About 6 weeks ago I went to a male lap dancing place for a giggle with my friends. My friend gave one guy a token so i could have a private lapdance as it was my b day. I was very very drunk at this point so went along in there. I went in the cubicle which is situated just off the main stage where they have drag queens etc to entertain. The guy was very goodlooking and started to dance, I was very turned on by this i any girl would be..THats there job to do that. I had a dress on. He then started to dance in between my legs...thats where my mind goes a little fuzzy, i remember him rubbing against me and i also remember a thrust. anyway i leave the cublicle after that and say to my friwnd i want to go home. Something happened in there that shouldnt of. I felt so dirty and upset that i have cheated on my partner.
Anyway i go to the doctor who said i should take morning after pill to be safe..and also i should get tested for hiv as he is a sex worker and may also be gay!. he aint he is a stripper, i contacted the club to see what went on on the tape.they have cctv installed in there but it can only show from there backs. it just said that it looked like he was dancing sexily in between my legs...anyway i track this guy down om myspace and he says he has not got hiv. i asked if the sex happened or nor. he has not replied. apparently he has got sacked from the place. i feel violated. anyway i have been getting a lot of symptoms of late. like skin crawling sensation and trembles etc and i know i shouldnt google hiv symptoms but i cant help myself, what i have been describing are listed. im so scared and have to wait to get tested, this is destoying my relationship with my partner, i hate myself that i cannot remember, i jusr remember a thrust. please give honest responses. Thanks
I have had 2 sexual partners. One of them I am still with and we have a young baby.
About 6 weeks ago I went to a male lap dancing place for a giggle with my friends. My friend gave one guy a token so i could have a private lapdance as it was my b day. I was very very drunk at this point so went along in there. I went in the cubicle which is situated just off the main stage where they have drag queens etc to entertain. The guy was very goodlooking and started to dance, I was very turned on by this i any girl would be..THats there job to do that. I had a dress on. He then started to dance in between my legs...thats where my mind goes a little fuzzy, i remember him rubbing against me and i also remember a thrust. anyway i leave the cublicle after that and say to my friwnd i want to go home. Something happened in there that shouldnt of. I felt so dirty and upset that i have cheated on my partner.
Anyway i go to the doctor who said i should take morning after pill to be safe..and also i should get tested for hiv as he is a sex worker and may also be gay!. he aint he is a stripper, i contacted the club to see what went on on the tape.they have cctv installed in there but it can only show from there backs. it just said that it looked like he was dancing sexily in between my legs...anyway i track this guy down om myspace and he says he has not got hiv. i asked if the sex happened or nor. he has not replied. apparently he has got sacked from the place. i feel violated. anyway i have been getting a lot of symptoms of late. like skin crawling sensation and trembles etc and i know i shouldnt google hiv symptoms but i cant help myself, what i have been describing are listed. im so scared and have to wait to get tested, this is destoying my relationship with my partner, i hate myself that i cannot remember, i jusr remember a thrust. please give honest responses. Thanks