knightbabe
27-12-07, 23:52
On christmas eve my OH and I went into town to get the last few bits for christmas. It wasn't until I got home that I realised I had forgotten to buy one of my OH's christmas presents. His nibs didn't want to go to the supermarket. After an hour of deliberation I got in the car and drove to the supermarket. Not sure how as I could feel my heart racing. Next thing I knew I was in the supermarket scouring the shelves for the elusive book I was after. SOLD OUT. No worries I felt calm by then so perused the clothes section before returning home. Its the first time I have managed to go to the supermarket alone since the PA's started. And I chose the worst day possible to do it.
I feel relieved that I am now able to get into the driving seat without feeling the panic that I did. The luxury of going into a shop and walking round at a leisurely pace instead of rushing to get what I went for and not looking around.
My life is starting to come back to me.
I feel relieved that I am now able to get into the driving seat without feeling the panic that I did. The luxury of going into a shop and walking round at a leisurely pace instead of rushing to get what I went for and not looking around.
My life is starting to come back to me.