Fallenangel91
02-01-08, 23:17
hiya,
i hate socialisings especially in high school i didnt make my first friend till end of year 7 and we only got along becasue i knew her from my primary school.This may sound stupid but it was really bad even though it was only year 7 we wasnt in the same classes i felt lonely in my lessons i would sit right at front and when we got in groups i was the only one sat on my own,but before that i use to go round on my own for 50 mins and sit on my own reading or when it was my day sit at library sitting far away from anyones as possible.even though in year 11 i met a few more friends which was awesome im still like that i hate going shopping or to shop i hate being round anybody i dont know.I thought i was being stupid i tried to go to clubs but id just sit alone.Im scared that people will judge me,or say something mean i know i shouldbe ableto buti just cant get round it i sorry to put you through my problems becasue its not that serious but to me it means everything and gets to me alot.:confused:
peace&lovex
i hate socialisings especially in high school i didnt make my first friend till end of year 7 and we only got along becasue i knew her from my primary school.This may sound stupid but it was really bad even though it was only year 7 we wasnt in the same classes i felt lonely in my lessons i would sit right at front and when we got in groups i was the only one sat on my own,but before that i use to go round on my own for 50 mins and sit on my own reading or when it was my day sit at library sitting far away from anyones as possible.even though in year 11 i met a few more friends which was awesome im still like that i hate going shopping or to shop i hate being round anybody i dont know.I thought i was being stupid i tried to go to clubs but id just sit alone.Im scared that people will judge me,or say something mean i know i shouldbe ableto buti just cant get round it i sorry to put you through my problems becasue its not that serious but to me it means everything and gets to me alot.:confused:
peace&lovex