redrose
03-01-08, 19:59
Well where do i start?
I am new to this site and don't post much,but i do visit it every day to read posts to try and help me feel just that little bit better.
Well must admit i had a c**p xmas and not that good a start to the New Year.
I suffer from HA,depreesion you name it and i have it.
Well my story is that the bussiness that we own has been going down hill now for the last 4 months,so that means not much money coming in to say the least.
We live in a rented property(privatly owned) and have missed paying last months rent:weep:
There is another one due on the 12th of this month,and we just don't have the money to pay it,not even enough to feed ourselves, can't pay the gas bill or electric in fact nothing.
We are only living on my partners pension which is next to nothing a week.
I feel so stressed and down right now i don't know what to do.
I have had all these thoughts in my head today about ending it all as i can't see any future for us now.
All i can think of is us being on the streets and having to sell all our furniture:weep:
So please can you give me a big hug and tell me things will be ok.
Sorry to bother you all,and for being such a pain and ranting on.
Needed to get this off my chest.
I am new to this site and don't post much,but i do visit it every day to read posts to try and help me feel just that little bit better.
Well must admit i had a c**p xmas and not that good a start to the New Year.
I suffer from HA,depreesion you name it and i have it.
Well my story is that the bussiness that we own has been going down hill now for the last 4 months,so that means not much money coming in to say the least.
We live in a rented property(privatly owned) and have missed paying last months rent:weep:
There is another one due on the 12th of this month,and we just don't have the money to pay it,not even enough to feed ourselves, can't pay the gas bill or electric in fact nothing.
We are only living on my partners pension which is next to nothing a week.
I feel so stressed and down right now i don't know what to do.
I have had all these thoughts in my head today about ending it all as i can't see any future for us now.
All i can think of is us being on the streets and having to sell all our furniture:weep:
So please can you give me a big hug and tell me things will be ok.
Sorry to bother you all,and for being such a pain and ranting on.
Needed to get this off my chest.