dimblonde
04-01-08, 01:18
Hiya,
I posted a thread recently about some physical symptoms I have been having, blood in phlegm, and how my doctor arranged a precautionary chest x-ray and has referred me to the ENT specialist to find out where it's coming from...
I had the chest x-ray on Wednesday and have to contact my doctor in a week to ten days for an appointment for the results...
I cannot sleep, my chest, neck and shoulders are tight, I am having adrenaline surges in the pit of my stomach and I generally am so wound up I think I could spin if someone was to hit a release button :weep:
Those symptoms are my anxiety, I know, I recognise them.
I can't/won't take meds as I am pharmacophobic...
I am really struggling here tonight, to keep it together :weep:
I have even opened a can of lager in the hope it might chill me out a little and I never drink...Well not never, but if I have 6-8 cans a year thats about it...
I have taken a brief look in the natural remedies section but am still petrified of trying anything, I won't even use bach's rescue remedy...
Just wanted a rant really, I know this is a good place to be when I feel like this, I just wish I could sleep on the forum lol
A very anxious, despondant Jo :weep:
I posted a thread recently about some physical symptoms I have been having, blood in phlegm, and how my doctor arranged a precautionary chest x-ray and has referred me to the ENT specialist to find out where it's coming from...
I had the chest x-ray on Wednesday and have to contact my doctor in a week to ten days for an appointment for the results...
I cannot sleep, my chest, neck and shoulders are tight, I am having adrenaline surges in the pit of my stomach and I generally am so wound up I think I could spin if someone was to hit a release button :weep:
Those symptoms are my anxiety, I know, I recognise them.
I can't/won't take meds as I am pharmacophobic...
I am really struggling here tonight, to keep it together :weep:
I have even opened a can of lager in the hope it might chill me out a little and I never drink...Well not never, but if I have 6-8 cans a year thats about it...
I have taken a brief look in the natural remedies section but am still petrified of trying anything, I won't even use bach's rescue remedy...
Just wanted a rant really, I know this is a good place to be when I feel like this, I just wish I could sleep on the forum lol
A very anxious, despondant Jo :weep: