doddy
03-03-05, 17:17
hello there all,
its been a while since i posted on here as pretty much most of the time ive been feeling almost back to normal.
however i did have quite a bad panic attack today, started off as soon as i woke up, start with thoughts about how tired i felt that moved onto how can i carry on like this and then onto is a life like this worht having, a horrendous thought i know but i know i wont be judged here.
But heres my dilema, after about three hours of these deperate thoughts I feel fine again, not really worrying at all now, except i begin to think bi polar, is that me!!! i knida know its not as its the worry that gets me down and when not worrying im quite a happy chappy.
its been a hard week as my wife had a seizure friday mronignand has been diagionsed as having elilepsy, she handling it far better than i would!!! lol. but i did witness the attack which was only i can describe as horrendous and of course i have then looked at all the sites it the world on epilespy which talk about brain disorders and so on and so forth........
im sure without the internet and me scaring myself id be fine!!! bad habit and i must stop!!
at the docs tommorow, as always after an attack, to discuss medication though now i feel ok but this morning id of taken anything.!!!
sorry to drown on but i just need a lift today and any help would be appreciated.
take care you special people.
love
doddy
its been a while since i posted on here as pretty much most of the time ive been feeling almost back to normal.
however i did have quite a bad panic attack today, started off as soon as i woke up, start with thoughts about how tired i felt that moved onto how can i carry on like this and then onto is a life like this worht having, a horrendous thought i know but i know i wont be judged here.
But heres my dilema, after about three hours of these deperate thoughts I feel fine again, not really worrying at all now, except i begin to think bi polar, is that me!!! i knida know its not as its the worry that gets me down and when not worrying im quite a happy chappy.
its been a hard week as my wife had a seizure friday mronignand has been diagionsed as having elilepsy, she handling it far better than i would!!! lol. but i did witness the attack which was only i can describe as horrendous and of course i have then looked at all the sites it the world on epilespy which talk about brain disorders and so on and so forth........
im sure without the internet and me scaring myself id be fine!!! bad habit and i must stop!!
at the docs tommorow, as always after an attack, to discuss medication though now i feel ok but this morning id of taken anything.!!!
sorry to drown on but i just need a lift today and any help would be appreciated.
take care you special people.
love
doddy