always scared
25-01-08, 14:36
Hi all
I think I'm finally losing my mind. I've had HA most of my life but it's never been this bad before.
I'm going from one thing to another in just a few days.
Last week it was Cushing's disease . The week before it was ovarian cancer then it was breast cancer. Today its skin cancer .
I can't get cancer out of my mind. I've been feeling run down and my lymph nodes feel achy all over and I'm thinking it has to be cancer. So this morning I started checking my body out in the mirror to see if I can see anything and low and behold I found a spot that freaked me out. A while back I had what I thought was a pimple or a cyst on my back. It did go away but there is still a mark there. The skin is darker where it was. It's not black just darker and I think I still feel a little bump. So of course it's CANCER!!!
I've think I've really lost it. Now I'm looking for symptoms. Why am I doing this to myself.
In the last few months I've had: Breast, Ovarian, Colon,Skin,Liver,cancer, Lymphoma,Cushing's disease,ALS,MS........I could go on and on.
So my question of the day is: Has anyone else had a cyst/boil or pimple that left behind a spot after it healed??? It's almost like it never heal completely. The skin is a darker brown. Its been like this for a long time now but only today I started to worry about it.
I think I'm finally losing my mind. I've had HA most of my life but it's never been this bad before.
I'm going from one thing to another in just a few days.
Last week it was Cushing's disease . The week before it was ovarian cancer then it was breast cancer. Today its skin cancer .
I can't get cancer out of my mind. I've been feeling run down and my lymph nodes feel achy all over and I'm thinking it has to be cancer. So this morning I started checking my body out in the mirror to see if I can see anything and low and behold I found a spot that freaked me out. A while back I had what I thought was a pimple or a cyst on my back. It did go away but there is still a mark there. The skin is darker where it was. It's not black just darker and I think I still feel a little bump. So of course it's CANCER!!!
I've think I've really lost it. Now I'm looking for symptoms. Why am I doing this to myself.
In the last few months I've had: Breast, Ovarian, Colon,Skin,Liver,cancer, Lymphoma,Cushing's disease,ALS,MS........I could go on and on.
So my question of the day is: Has anyone else had a cyst/boil or pimple that left behind a spot after it healed??? It's almost like it never heal completely. The skin is a darker brown. Its been like this for a long time now but only today I started to worry about it.