panicagain
29-01-08, 06:24
I am So sorry that i come on here so often to complain but hardly ever to help, i wish i could help more of you but i'm in the midst of one of the biggest health anxiety crisis episodes i've had in years and its been lasting for months now and i don't know what to do anymore. Once i get one thing almost figured out something else comes up. One symptom after another. I've been to the dr, in fact i was just there today and he charged me $55 to be rude to me and tell me he couldn't do anything for me. It doesn't make me feel any better to know that now dr's think i'm a nut case. I don't have insurance and i have a kidney stone, i've went to the hospital and they told me the stone is too big to pass (its 9mm) but they wont touch me cuz i don't have insurance and can't get it cuz this is a preexisting condition and the insurance doesn't cover pre existing things. The surgery is $30,000, i don't have that kind of money. Anyone ever heard of kidney stones killing someone? If not stay tuned i may be the first:weep: I mean, they can destroy your kidney's right? They can block your urine flow and cause all the toxins to back up into your system right? Especially the big one i have. I've tried all the avenues to get something done, public assistance(don't qualify), Insurance(already explained that) Payments to hospital(they won't do that unless i pay $8,000 up front) which i also don't have. I'm running out of options and probably time but for those of you that actually read through this whole post, Thank You:hugs: I'm feeling really depressed right now cuz i keep thinking about my kids growing up without me. OK,,,,OK,,,,Pity Parties over,,,,Sorry!