lawzy
16-02-08, 09:29
hey guys,
ok one of my first fears was getting ocd. I thought i had it once but then realised i didnt it was just anxiety but now i really think i do, despite friends, family and my councelor telling me i dont.
It started with me worrying i'd want to re-do things so when i did things n didnt wana re-do them i was like ok thats a good sign, but then i started thinkin ok what if i wana re-do this later but cant get to it or for some reason i just cant n it just keeps bugging me so id re-do whatever it was.
Now its sorta like im obsessed with putting my hand break on if i leave my shoes down stares i have to go get them i like straighten up all the dvds at work and sometimes just have to keep doing something but iv read about ocd ppl keep doing it till it feels 'right' but like it never feels 'right' it just feels i duno so in the end i get mad and frustrated n just walk away from whatever im doing.
So then today i researched ocd n im worried i will get allll these things i read e.g wanting to stab ppl bla bla.
I guess what im wanting to know is it ocd or anxiety? i feel like iv talked myself into all this stuff just by making sure i wont want to do it later, its hard to explain but when i get the urge to touch things or keep re arranging them its like i cant walk away from them is it ocd????
P.S i get really nervous reading about symptoms etc so pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee in ur replys if u have ocd or anything plz dont tell me what u get or what to look out for coz i will freak out.
Much appreciated
Much Love Lawzy
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ok one of my first fears was getting ocd. I thought i had it once but then realised i didnt it was just anxiety but now i really think i do, despite friends, family and my councelor telling me i dont.
It started with me worrying i'd want to re-do things so when i did things n didnt wana re-do them i was like ok thats a good sign, but then i started thinkin ok what if i wana re-do this later but cant get to it or for some reason i just cant n it just keeps bugging me so id re-do whatever it was.
Now its sorta like im obsessed with putting my hand break on if i leave my shoes down stares i have to go get them i like straighten up all the dvds at work and sometimes just have to keep doing something but iv read about ocd ppl keep doing it till it feels 'right' but like it never feels 'right' it just feels i duno so in the end i get mad and frustrated n just walk away from whatever im doing.
So then today i researched ocd n im worried i will get allll these things i read e.g wanting to stab ppl bla bla.
I guess what im wanting to know is it ocd or anxiety? i feel like iv talked myself into all this stuff just by making sure i wont want to do it later, its hard to explain but when i get the urge to touch things or keep re arranging them its like i cant walk away from them is it ocd????
P.S i get really nervous reading about symptoms etc so pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee in ur replys if u have ocd or anything plz dont tell me what u get or what to look out for coz i will freak out.
Much appreciated
Much Love Lawzy
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