The bus !!!!

[Angel64]

A poem I wrote about my bus success !! :yesyes:

Phobias how unfair, how cruel
with our emotions we have to duel
one says Yes and one says No
the decision is mine, which way to go.

The panic begins, dry mouth, shaky hands
putting a stop to carefully made plans
walk to the stop, taking it slow
to passers-by no-one would know.

I had plotted my course, determined to win
but then old familiar feelings begin
my legs turn to jelly, I fell dizzy and faint
a fun experience this certainly ain't.

I want to control it, to get a grip
willing myself to have a good trip
No I can't...I stand dead in my tacks
but then I find strengh there's no going back.

I walk for a while repeat "relax and calm"
this 'thing' I know can do me no harm
eventually I manage to get on the bus
pay the driver, sit down without fuss.

My eyes fill up, I want to scream
"my good side is winning, I'm living my dream"
to others this fete is a daily chore
I hope my bus phobia will be no more.

It will not be easy, the voice is still there
saying don't get on, don't you dare
I still feel sick and physically ill
but hopefully one day I no longer will.

Christine xx :flowers:

[sarajane]

Christine,

Absolutely fantastic.

You are very talented.

Do you have any more you would like to share. That one was great.

Love SJ

[Pink Panic]

I loved your poem Christine.Thanks for sharing.I would send you a hug but my thingy isn't working for some reason.LovePinkxxx

[Southern_Belle]

Christine,

Beautifully written and so true for so many. You are very talented. Thank you for posting your poem.

Laura

[pink daisy]

Oh my god Christine that is really good!!

I read it last night and just cried, You just have the thoughts and feelings to a T, I just copies the link to pass on to julie and just read it again and now i am tears!! awww its a really good poem hun xx it gave me som e hope xx

[JulieAs45]

Wow chris well done that's a great poem and so true, you're very talented. Thanks for sharing :hugs:

Julie
:flowers:

[Lilith1980]

Christine, that poem is great :D

And well done for getting on the bus hun, you should be proud of yourself :hugs:

Jo xxxxx

[Lindalou64]

awww christine just seen this awsome poem ........youve done very well my friend ............................love linda xxx