JaneS
04-03-08, 10:27
Hi there
One more day to go before my endoscopy! I know I have pestered you all before about this and I am trying to be really strong and brave. Can't get it out of my head though. I just go over and over it in my head - what I will say, what I will do, what may happen - its ridiculous!! Can't concentrate on anything else, feel really selfish to husband and kids and am convinced I will stop breathing if sedated and that I am not going to survive it - awful feeling of impending doom. How do you stop this?
One more day to go before my endoscopy! I know I have pestered you all before about this and I am trying to be really strong and brave. Can't get it out of my head though. I just go over and over it in my head - what I will say, what I will do, what may happen - its ridiculous!! Can't concentrate on anything else, feel really selfish to husband and kids and am convinced I will stop breathing if sedated and that I am not going to survive it - awful feeling of impending doom. How do you stop this?