Emira7
10-03-08, 12:39
Hey All
Well I lasted my weekend away, had one panic attack. But I have done something silly.
On Friday - please don't ask me why, i decided to look up the Wolff Parkinson White Syndrome thing out of curiosity (my doc thought I may ahve this but sent my ECG to the Cardiologist - it all came back fine) I read stories of people with it who said they had ECG's done and it was not picked up on from those, and now I am panicking. I keep thinking I may have it again. And I am stressing, I feel so touchy and snappy. I keep listening out for my heart beating fast, thinking it is, then realising it isn't.
I hate my mind sometimes, why am I doing this? I know I shouldn't be but I feel totally paranoid.
I have the doctors tonight, should I be upfront and tell her that I am panicking again. I feel such a fool. It has gone to a specialist and I still can't chill...
I am trying to keep it together as at home alone with the kids today.
Love to you all
Emira
Well I lasted my weekend away, had one panic attack. But I have done something silly.
On Friday - please don't ask me why, i decided to look up the Wolff Parkinson White Syndrome thing out of curiosity (my doc thought I may ahve this but sent my ECG to the Cardiologist - it all came back fine) I read stories of people with it who said they had ECG's done and it was not picked up on from those, and now I am panicking. I keep thinking I may have it again. And I am stressing, I feel so touchy and snappy. I keep listening out for my heart beating fast, thinking it is, then realising it isn't.
I hate my mind sometimes, why am I doing this? I know I shouldn't be but I feel totally paranoid.
I have the doctors tonight, should I be upfront and tell her that I am panicking again. I feel such a fool. It has gone to a specialist and I still can't chill...
I am trying to keep it together as at home alone with the kids today.
Love to you all
Emira