kay
15-03-08, 18:03
Hi , im kay .. so sorry i have just jumped here like a bat out of hell. i promise i will read some posts later and contribute if i feel that i can.
Please help .... i suffer with fibromyalgia and have had a really bad few years ... i gave up smoking in june 2005, alas, i felt like i had lost my besty friend and became moderatly depressed. I began taking 10 mg and then 20mg citalopram and have found i have got through... however .. with the fms and nasty struggling symptoms i decided it was time to clear my body as much as i possibly could to see where i was with the symptoms. i weaned my self of the cit and have been off them now for about 8 weeks .... nasty little dizzy spells have ailed me but i have felt bouncy energetic and much more like the old me.....
i felt fab and now its all gone wrong....... i am irritable beyond irritable and jokingly said to my children ,, i am suffering from 'everything rage'.. i feel like every little thing is bugging me and even killed a moth yesterday, just because it was fluttering around...( if you knew me well that so goes against the grain with me) im sorry to be flippent with my explanation but i feel like i am going to explode ..
i know my life is taxing and challenging .. i work full time .. responsible postition, i have three children and two grandchildren and i am and have been single for around 8 years .. i support my eldest daughter who is also a single parent( obviously i have trained her too well)
every time the phone rings i feel like i am going to throw it .. i know i need time to myself and am just off to see my gran in hospital now .. there is no stopping . i hav to keep on ..... but im simmering like an old cooking pot ...
what should i do ..... should i just go back on the dam things.. i feel a mega fall over coming on and the the pain in my hands is also an added stress. ( hands are badly afected by the fms)
please help please please please x Kay
Please help .... i suffer with fibromyalgia and have had a really bad few years ... i gave up smoking in june 2005, alas, i felt like i had lost my besty friend and became moderatly depressed. I began taking 10 mg and then 20mg citalopram and have found i have got through... however .. with the fms and nasty struggling symptoms i decided it was time to clear my body as much as i possibly could to see where i was with the symptoms. i weaned my self of the cit and have been off them now for about 8 weeks .... nasty little dizzy spells have ailed me but i have felt bouncy energetic and much more like the old me.....
i felt fab and now its all gone wrong....... i am irritable beyond irritable and jokingly said to my children ,, i am suffering from 'everything rage'.. i feel like every little thing is bugging me and even killed a moth yesterday, just because it was fluttering around...( if you knew me well that so goes against the grain with me) im sorry to be flippent with my explanation but i feel like i am going to explode ..
i know my life is taxing and challenging .. i work full time .. responsible postition, i have three children and two grandchildren and i am and have been single for around 8 years .. i support my eldest daughter who is also a single parent( obviously i have trained her too well)
every time the phone rings i feel like i am going to throw it .. i know i need time to myself and am just off to see my gran in hospital now .. there is no stopping . i hav to keep on ..... but im simmering like an old cooking pot ...
what should i do ..... should i just go back on the dam things.. i feel a mega fall over coming on and the the pain in my hands is also an added stress. ( hands are badly afected by the fms)
please help please please please x Kay