What a day!!

[bottleblond]

Hi there,

I don't know if i want a hug, a boot up the bum or a damn good shake!

As my friends on here will know, i'm Agarophobic. I have barely laft my house in months and even when i have, it's only been for a few minutes till i walk Ben half way to school (3mins max).

I have had a very nasty skin condition recently which iv'e been taking a very high doze of allergy treatment for, but when i got up today, my body was covered from head to toe in big red blisters and i knew i'd have to call the doc for advice. I spoke to a doc at NHS 24who told me i would HAVE to go down to the hospital as they may want to put me on a steroid drip for a while. EEEEEEEEEEEEEEK!!!!!

I got down there at 2, the had two emergencies coming in so made me an appointment for 4.10, I knew that if i went back home, i wouldn't want to go back to the hospital so me and my mum went to her house for the remaining time till my appointment. got back down at 4 oclock, never got taken till 4.50. Doctor checked me over and decided to prescribe me steroids (8 a day) on top of allergy meds!!

Ok so it's been a terrible day, i left my house for hours, went to hospital, and did i panic?..............NO NOT BLEEDIN ONCE!! i don't get it, i really don't... i'm soooooo damn determind now to break my agarophobic cycle now, i'm no longer allowing myself to be this way anymore! i loved getting out today, even if it was to the hosp! but it felt normal, and i aint felt like that for years!!

ps. can i can for positive vibes for my brother!! when i got in today there was a message waiting from him, he was out at the pub for a quiet drink with his fiends last night, to cut a long story short, he was attcked for being gay by a boxer of all people and has 3 fractures in his face, he has to go see a specialist next week as they think one of the fractures is a bit iffy!!

sorry for the rant but i really needed this lol

Loads of love

Lisa
xxx

[pink daisy]

awwww welldone Blondie xx

((Lisa))

Sorry to hear about your brother hun xx I hope hes ok and the t**t that beat him up wises up one day!!


Keep the good work up hun


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[bottleblond]

Thanks darlin xxxxx

[Jaco45er]

(((((((((((blondy))))))))))))

You done well my girl, see today as a positive xx

As for your poor brother, I hope he presses charges. I have a couple mates who are boxers, and none of them would pick on anyone, so this guy is obviously a thug.

Keep up the positives lass xxx

Jaco

[bottleblond]

Thankyou Jaco mate!! appreciate that xxxx

[jodie]

awwww :hugs: :hugs:

well done lisa you have done realy well mate see what you can do when you have to .
i hope the meds start to work for you soon and i hope your poor bro is ok in the end, that guy should be ashamed to call himself a boxer:mad:

jodie xxxxxxx:hugs:

[Coni]

oh lisa well done for today (I have a lovely image of you covered in huge red blisters lol!). you did so well...and this will only be the beginning I'm sure.

What a rotten thing to happen to your brother...Jaco's right people like that are thugs, though I know that will be very little comfort to you or your brother.

hugs to you both
:hugs: :hugs: :hugs: :hugs:
luv Coni XXX

[erialc]

Awwww Hun what a flippin day xxxx

:hugs:

Sorry to hear about some idiot and ur bro too xxxxxxxxxxx


Claire

xxxx

[bottleblond]

Thanks peeps! i just spoke to my brother, this happened last night and the police still haven't turned up!! typical!! xxx

[domino]

Firstly well done to you for coping so well, sorry to hear about the attack on your brother, hope he gets better soon and makes a full recovery:hugs:

[margaret911]

I think you did brilliant today Lisa, a huge well done:yesyes: :yesyes: :yesyes: :yesyes:
sorry to hear about your brother, hope he mends soon and that thug gets his comeuppance one day.
love Mags xxxxxxxxx

[bottleblond]

Thanks all very much!! xxxxxxxxxx

[manmoor]

:ohmy: My Lisa :hugs: I am so so proud of you babe as you did absolutely fabaroonie at the hospital and that alone is a proper good achievement for you so please take credit for that :yesyes: the thugs that beat poor Alan well.... thugs are all they are I've been there done that with thugs lately with my job and still have the sore ribs and ugly mug to prove it :huh: they couldnt have been proper boxers because if they were they would have respect like boxers do. Give Alan a big hug from me and Lisa be proud of what you have achieved today cos its certainly well deserved :hugs: Yer just fab and I loves ye to bits(not sexual mind) :hugs: :hugs: :hugs: :hugs: xxxxxx

[bottleblond]

offsk xxxxxxxxxxxxxx howling now xxxxxxxxxxxx

[Southern_Belle]

Lisa, you should be very proud of yourself and I do believe you are on the road to getting out and about all the time. I also hope the steriods work and you feel better soon.

As for your brother, I am very sorry for what happened to him and do hope they catch the thug that did this to him and the police show up soon as they should.

Love and hugs,

Laura

[bottleblond]

Thanks Laura hun xxxx

[IrishPrincess]

:yesyes: Well done Lisa:yesyes: ,that's a great achievementyou're right to keep it up,it does be great to feel a bit"normal".So sorry to hear about your brother,its awful thats there's feckers like that in the world,what comes around goes around.


Karen:hugs:

[kazzie]

Biggest :hugs: :hugs: :hugs: :hugs: Blondy

Luv Kaz x x x:hugs:

[bottleblond]

Thankyou my darlins!! All your comments mean alot!! appreciate every single one!

xxx

[miseire]

Hello Boss Sorry To Hear U Were Ur Ill I Will Watch Chat Room While U Recover Babe And If U Wish A Mis Eire Hosppital Visitor Im Hands On Healer I Can Cure U Mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmonly Joking Love Good Health And Best Wishes From All Here In Glasgow Xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxlove Josie

[kazzie]

Blondie....God help chat if Mis is in charge pmsl:D :D :D

Hows your bro doing????

Thinking of you both:hugs:

Kaz x x x:hugs:

[Lindalou64]

Well Done Lisa........sorry About Ya Brother Hope They Find The*&^*&.........keep Up The Good Work Hun ..........love Linda Xxx

[bottleblond]

thanks Kazz n Linda!! xxxxxxx


Mis......................... your having a bleedin laugh!!!! hehehehehehehehe!! you crack me up lad! lmao

Love Lisa
xxx

[sandlin]

:hugs: :hugs: For you and your bro:hugs: :hugs:

[Angel64]

I think you need a lot of different things so :-

Get well soon to you !!

Get well soon to your bro !!

A hug for your Mum for taking care of you !!

And a massive CONGRATULATIONS !! for what you achieved today.

:) :hugs: :yesyes: :bighug: :cloud9: :grouphug: :) :hugs: :yesyes:

christine xx:flowers:

[chalky]

Hi Lisa,

You are doing brilliantly,especially with Ben!!!!
:hugs: :yesyes: :flowers: :hugs: :yesyes: :flowers:

I hope they catch the animal who hurt your brother and I hope he recovers soon.
Thinking of you both.
Best wishes,
Chalky

[Nibbles]

You've done so well coping with everything, Lisa and I'm really proud. :yesyes: I hope the rash is clearing up now and your anxiety has calmed down too. Best wishes for your bro, I hope they catch the guy who did it!


:hugs: :hugs: :hugs: :hugs: :hugs: :hugs: :hugs: :hugs: :hugs: :hugs:


Take care,

Mike :)

[bottleblond]

Hello Lovelies,

My rash has cleared but anxiety is still through the roof, trying my best to stay level headed but it's difficult as my imagination is still working overtime with what if's and maybe's.

Alan is pressing charges against the b*****d that did that to him and as far as we know, there is CCTV footage so that will be a great help.

Thanks again folks! i appreciate your kind words.

Love Lisa
xxx

[jodie]

hiya lisa hun

i was going to put a hug post up but knew this one was about so just to say i know you are still having a crap time hun but i am sure you will be ok in the end

:hugs: :hugs: :hugs: :hugs: :hugs: :hugs: :hugs: :hugs:


jodie xxx

[bottleblond]

Jodie,

THANKYOU MATE!! you have been an absolute trooper mate and a true friend!

Means alot you know!

Love Lisa
xxxxxxxxxx

[mirry]

:hugs: :hugs: :hugs: :hugs: :hugs:

[nikk_dolittle]

http://i147.photobucket.com/albums/r307/freecommenttags/Hugs/_Huggles_smlflwrTGZ.jpgFor you Lisa.

Hope you get better soon.

Nikk xxxxxxxxxxx