jellybean43
18-03-08, 19:08
Hi
I posted last night about the swelling in my neck. I had felt really positive for 2 days and today, for some reason i feel rubbish again!!!
I cant seem to get it in my head that i have had 4 blood tests done and a chest X ray(which the dr stated on the letter to the hospital that i could feel a swelling above right clavicle and therefore they will have checked this in detail) and that they all came back NORMAL!!!!
Why am i still thinking i may have lymphoma?? It is now 5 months since i first felt what i think is a swelling(though 2 doctors cant feel any gland raised and all tests have been done) and i still think i can feel it!
It is only there when i move my neck in different positions ---if i am sat still i cant feel anything. It is very soft too!!!
Ahhhhhhhhh----someone tell me to stop this as i am driving myself mad!!!
I feel well in myself but stress wise i feel rubbish!!!
The doctor even called my husband in from the waiting room to tell him there was nothing there!!!!
Just wanted to add that last week i went to the dentist and he did an x ray as a filling had come out and i convinced myself(til i went back last week for the filling) that he was going to find something sinister in my mouth off the X ray.
Please can anyone reassure me that i am not going crazy!!!!Thanks
xx
I posted last night about the swelling in my neck. I had felt really positive for 2 days and today, for some reason i feel rubbish again!!!
I cant seem to get it in my head that i have had 4 blood tests done and a chest X ray(which the dr stated on the letter to the hospital that i could feel a swelling above right clavicle and therefore they will have checked this in detail) and that they all came back NORMAL!!!!
Why am i still thinking i may have lymphoma?? It is now 5 months since i first felt what i think is a swelling(though 2 doctors cant feel any gland raised and all tests have been done) and i still think i can feel it!
It is only there when i move my neck in different positions ---if i am sat still i cant feel anything. It is very soft too!!!
Ahhhhhhhhh----someone tell me to stop this as i am driving myself mad!!!
I feel well in myself but stress wise i feel rubbish!!!
The doctor even called my husband in from the waiting room to tell him there was nothing there!!!!
Just wanted to add that last week i went to the dentist and he did an x ray as a filling had come out and i convinced myself(til i went back last week for the filling) that he was going to find something sinister in my mouth off the X ray.
Please can anyone reassure me that i am not going crazy!!!!Thanks
xx