imagine_x
31-03-08, 22:47
hi, i'm new. i came upon this feeling a little relieved, that i'm not the only one in the world. though, i still kinda feel like i am...that the thoughts i have are nonsense and nobody will ever understand where i'm coming from.
well, let me just start off with a small list of my "phobias", if you will. i would like to see if anyone else thinks about this, or i can meet people here who can help me work through these.
- i have a fear of search engines. i'm always thinking that someone online is saying something about me, or has seen things that i've done online [when i've never done anything wrong]. or because people might see things i've posted about them a long time ago [i was a compulsive liar when i was young, but have overcome it and afraid there still may be things lurking out there on the net], and i get so freaked out that they'll come at me and just torture me about it.
- i have a weird and awkward, yet extreme, fear of remembering things from my past. certain names of people, certain things i liked, or thing i lied about.
- new things/people get me really weirded out, whether it be a new videogame or a new friend.
yeah, see what i mean? they seem really, really weird.
anyways. i am also seveteen-year-old female. i have extreme social anxiety disorder, and i only have a few friends. i like to keep myself and hate it when people know who i am.
so...yeah. that's me.
i hope i find people here who understand or can help me. =]]
well, let me just start off with a small list of my "phobias", if you will. i would like to see if anyone else thinks about this, or i can meet people here who can help me work through these.
- i have a fear of search engines. i'm always thinking that someone online is saying something about me, or has seen things that i've done online [when i've never done anything wrong]. or because people might see things i've posted about them a long time ago [i was a compulsive liar when i was young, but have overcome it and afraid there still may be things lurking out there on the net], and i get so freaked out that they'll come at me and just torture me about it.
- i have a weird and awkward, yet extreme, fear of remembering things from my past. certain names of people, certain things i liked, or thing i lied about.
- new things/people get me really weirded out, whether it be a new videogame or a new friend.
yeah, see what i mean? they seem really, really weird.
anyways. i am also seveteen-year-old female. i have extreme social anxiety disorder, and i only have a few friends. i like to keep myself and hate it when people know who i am.
so...yeah. that's me.
i hope i find people here who understand or can help me. =]]