Paultheman
09-04-08, 02:25
Hello, i smoked weed ( something i usually do not do ) and it scared me because i smoked alot of it..
I had a panic attack and thought there was somethign wrong with me if im gonna be okay.. etc.. this was VERY bad panic attack in my opinion.. i almost wanted to killmyself
I am assuming these following sympthoms are from weed because ive smoked before and it has never happened before.. only after the "panic attack" i had..
pretty much after this has happened i have "felt weird".. I can function fine at work... do math problems easily... socialize with others the same if not better.. but... somethign in my mind is blank
I feel like everything isnt how it used to be.. when i look at things.. they are the same but there is something diferent about it.. When i look at people something is diferent. When i read into this the only thing i could relate this to is "unreality" or derealism/depersonalization
I know i am myself, and it is very scary to think there is somethign wrong with me after this, i have read it is depersonalization or derealism, but alot of things that i read about it -i do not have.. like " not noticing myself in the mirror" etc.. its just that i feel weird and something about everything.... is diferent ( a person.. a setting etc)
Is this derealism/depersonalization from the panic attack??
(my family is known to be very nervious and have anxiety)
Should i go to a Psychiatrist? It have been a week and a half, and some days i get this feeling very bad.. some days it isnt as bad .. and some times i feel like i dont have it at all.. But it has been going on for over 7 days someone please inform me? : (
maybe this is all in my head and i am worrying too much? i have been thinking about it constantly so that could be a factor.
I had a panic attack and thought there was somethign wrong with me if im gonna be okay.. etc.. this was VERY bad panic attack in my opinion.. i almost wanted to killmyself
I am assuming these following sympthoms are from weed because ive smoked before and it has never happened before.. only after the "panic attack" i had..
pretty much after this has happened i have "felt weird".. I can function fine at work... do math problems easily... socialize with others the same if not better.. but... somethign in my mind is blank
I feel like everything isnt how it used to be.. when i look at things.. they are the same but there is something diferent about it.. When i look at people something is diferent. When i read into this the only thing i could relate this to is "unreality" or derealism/depersonalization
I know i am myself, and it is very scary to think there is somethign wrong with me after this, i have read it is depersonalization or derealism, but alot of things that i read about it -i do not have.. like " not noticing myself in the mirror" etc.. its just that i feel weird and something about everything.... is diferent ( a person.. a setting etc)
Is this derealism/depersonalization from the panic attack??
(my family is known to be very nervious and have anxiety)
Should i go to a Psychiatrist? It have been a week and a half, and some days i get this feeling very bad.. some days it isnt as bad .. and some times i feel like i dont have it at all.. But it has been going on for over 7 days someone please inform me? : (
maybe this is all in my head and i am worrying too much? i have been thinking about it constantly so that could be a factor.