slondon
14-04-08, 22:57
hi i just wanted to say how happy i am to have discovered this site. i dont feel as lonely or abnormal anymore.
i am the typical stereotyped person who chats alot and seems confident but have serious panic attacks and am at best on my own. have suffered for over 7 years now and cannot seem to shake it off. my question is, is it a panic attack or am i seriously ill. i have a fear of dying but my main problem is i feel as though i cannot swallow and that i wont be able to so therefore i will not travel anywhere. i can drive alone near to home as i know that i dont need to explain what is wrong if i feel unwell. people just dont react right and make me worse. i hate parties and new relationships and any major events as i know that i cant do any of it. i cry every day when i look at normal people and my friends talk of holidays and organise wkends away. i just cant do it because of my throat!!!!! i keep checking it is ok. this cannot be how life is meant to be.
hope to meet so many nice people x
i am the typical stereotyped person who chats alot and seems confident but have serious panic attacks and am at best on my own. have suffered for over 7 years now and cannot seem to shake it off. my question is, is it a panic attack or am i seriously ill. i have a fear of dying but my main problem is i feel as though i cannot swallow and that i wont be able to so therefore i will not travel anywhere. i can drive alone near to home as i know that i dont need to explain what is wrong if i feel unwell. people just dont react right and make me worse. i hate parties and new relationships and any major events as i know that i cant do any of it. i cry every day when i look at normal people and my friends talk of holidays and organise wkends away. i just cant do it because of my throat!!!!! i keep checking it is ok. this cannot be how life is meant to be.
hope to meet so many nice people x