breakingoutthistime
15-04-08, 21:58
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Just negative and dark.
Most times feel that am not allowed to be happy.
Just get so negative with partner and everything turning negative and hostile towards everyone.
Feel resentment and angry alot of the time and hate going out most times in the week.
I feel like am very different from others here, am artistic vivid imagination and an dreamer somewhat head in the clouds characteristics of an aquarius not your typical football loving shagging every weekend one of the boys.
Like live in a flat that only leave for runs and to take push bike out and am very agrophobic, self conscuess sensitive.
Just feel everything is to much and overwelming most times its very frustrating.
LIke all the walls and inclosure is like a prison a cage and all can do is breed negativity, and get suspicious about stuff that will never have anything to do with me neighbours noises people will never meet.
Its so hard to go into the same space as well as everyone else its like invading their personal space and this is quite intense with supermarkets queues crowded spaces.
Some people dont mind it but dont like the feeling that am being tested and judged for walking into someone elses space.
Wish that it didnt feel like this but it does, every time go out nothing apart from staying in the situation for a long time changes it.
This problem isnt going to go away unless go into exposure every day but 80 per cent of the time cant think of anything worse.
Defences go up big time guard its like a protective thing am protective self from danger that feel threat.
Sometimes just feel should be locked in and be a hermit if was in a job these issues wouldnt feel so intense but am unemployed and theres nothing worse then that.
Am fed up with trying to fight everything when should be accepting it.
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Hope is a good thing maybe the best of things!
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Just negative and dark.
Most times feel that am not allowed to be happy.
Just get so negative with partner and everything turning negative and hostile towards everyone.
Feel resentment and angry alot of the time and hate going out most times in the week.
I feel like am very different from others here, am artistic vivid imagination and an dreamer somewhat head in the clouds characteristics of an aquarius not your typical football loving shagging every weekend one of the boys.
Like live in a flat that only leave for runs and to take push bike out and am very agrophobic, self conscuess sensitive.
Just feel everything is to much and overwelming most times its very frustrating.
LIke all the walls and inclosure is like a prison a cage and all can do is breed negativity, and get suspicious about stuff that will never have anything to do with me neighbours noises people will never meet.
Its so hard to go into the same space as well as everyone else its like invading their personal space and this is quite intense with supermarkets queues crowded spaces.
Some people dont mind it but dont like the feeling that am being tested and judged for walking into someone elses space.
Wish that it didnt feel like this but it does, every time go out nothing apart from staying in the situation for a long time changes it.
This problem isnt going to go away unless go into exposure every day but 80 per cent of the time cant think of anything worse.
Defences go up big time guard its like a protective thing am protective self from danger that feel threat.
Sometimes just feel should be locked in and be a hermit if was in a job these issues wouldnt feel so intense but am unemployed and theres nothing worse then that.
Am fed up with trying to fight everything when should be accepting it.
:winks:
Hope is a good thing maybe the best of things!