xtinkerbellx
16-04-08, 18:51
Dont really know how to explain this but all of a sudden ive developed an issue with this guy i used to "go out with" ever since i spoke to a bank adviser with the same name. i feel sick talking about it because he ruined my life for almost a year and wouldnt leave me alone :|
My surgery is booked 28th may and i have been thinking and thinking of "bad things" associated with this day, date, month, etc. I wish i didnt do it because ive come up with 28th february 2004 (the 28 is the same) the day i first agreed to go out with this boy after lots of begging :( , its the same month as his birthday and its exactly 3 weeks after his birthday and will always fall on the same day.
My mind sometimes tells me who gives a damn! but then i start worrying about it over again, like ill never be able to forget it and i will always be haunted :| because i will never forget i had surgery.. and i want this boy erased totally from my memory. I have sold and chucked out everything he ever got me and tried to dispose of him the best i can. I feel crackers writing this but i always seem to try and find "links" to bad times especially this boy.
Can anyone help ??
Constantly anxious Tinkerbell x
My surgery is booked 28th may and i have been thinking and thinking of "bad things" associated with this day, date, month, etc. I wish i didnt do it because ive come up with 28th february 2004 (the 28 is the same) the day i first agreed to go out with this boy after lots of begging :( , its the same month as his birthday and its exactly 3 weeks after his birthday and will always fall on the same day.
My mind sometimes tells me who gives a damn! but then i start worrying about it over again, like ill never be able to forget it and i will always be haunted :| because i will never forget i had surgery.. and i want this boy erased totally from my memory. I have sold and chucked out everything he ever got me and tried to dispose of him the best i can. I feel crackers writing this but i always seem to try and find "links" to bad times especially this boy.
Can anyone help ??
Constantly anxious Tinkerbell x