Tracy68
29-03-05, 12:06
Hi
Hope you all had a great Easter.
Just came on to waffle a bit really lol. As some of you know i went to see John at the weekend and what a fantastic time i had. Hadn't seen him for 5 weeks and because he had the car we went out and about. Sunday drove up to lake windermere and walked the dog...it was lovely. I seemed to forget all my troubles.
Then i had to deal with this morning [Sigh...]. Had to come home which i didn't want to coz i'm not seeing John again for another month but i had to drive the car back nearly 300 miles and by myself. Started to really panic and could feel myself getting stressed and all the symptoms came back and at one point thought i can't do this. So John went to work and i sat in the car and talked to myself, tried to calm down by breathing deeply. Well it worked coz i'm now sat at home :D. Was a bit shaky to start with and being on the motorway freaked me out (but i haven't driven a car for four years). About an hour into the journey i relaxed and sang to the radio most the way back lol (good job nobody could hear).
Oh well thats about it really. Not a real success story as such but i was so pleased with myself that i done it i guess if i told you, some people out there might realise that things can be done that we didn't think we could do.
Ok waffled enough.
Take care
Tracy
xx
Hope you all had a great Easter.
Just came on to waffle a bit really lol. As some of you know i went to see John at the weekend and what a fantastic time i had. Hadn't seen him for 5 weeks and because he had the car we went out and about. Sunday drove up to lake windermere and walked the dog...it was lovely. I seemed to forget all my troubles.
Then i had to deal with this morning [Sigh...]. Had to come home which i didn't want to coz i'm not seeing John again for another month but i had to drive the car back nearly 300 miles and by myself. Started to really panic and could feel myself getting stressed and all the symptoms came back and at one point thought i can't do this. So John went to work and i sat in the car and talked to myself, tried to calm down by breathing deeply. Well it worked coz i'm now sat at home :D. Was a bit shaky to start with and being on the motorway freaked me out (but i haven't driven a car for four years). About an hour into the journey i relaxed and sang to the radio most the way back lol (good job nobody could hear).
Oh well thats about it really. Not a real success story as such but i was so pleased with myself that i done it i guess if i told you, some people out there might realise that things can be done that we didn't think we could do.
Ok waffled enough.
Take care
Tracy
xx